I Believe In You Too!

June 16th, 2026

I woke up feeling very heavy, extremely lethargic. We had a wonderful community night last night as we watched Sr. Clare All or Nothing. It's a free documentary on YouTube. It's so inspiring. I encourage everyone to take some time to watch it. It will really encourage you to give your all to God! Can't complain about what you can do and cannot do but just say yes and help where we asked.

When I woke up again, the responsibilities of everything weighed on me. We have the children ministry today and there are many things I need to get in line and in order for the community. My mind was swimming and I realized I hadn’t done adoration properly for the past 2 days. And Jesus had just said He would multiply my time and energy if I was faithful and I wasn't. Probably that’s why I am feeling this way. I then went to go pull a rhema,

Front card said “Prayer” Vincent De Paul

On the back it read: A man of prayer is capable of everything. Hence it is very important that missionaries dedicate themselves to this practice with great affection, because without it they will accomplish little or nothing. Whereas through it, more than by letter or persuasive speech, they will be capable of touching the hearts and winning souls to their creator.”

I thought, “Wow, confirmation needed to get into prayer.”

Then the next card said, “I believe in you too.” I thought, “Oh, Lord, I feel like a wet rag today.”

So, I started with adoration and wanted to do vocal prayers, but I could feel Jesus wanted to speak to me first. I went to the Bible promise and it confirmed. So, I stopped and began writing. But I feel heavy, weary, and burdened.

Jesus began,

“Well, beloved, it’s because you haven’t come to me. It’s so easy to fall into the temptation of being busy, doing many things, but I am your source for all things. Did I not say, “Remain in Me and I in you, because without Me, you cannot do nothing.” John 15

“Your lack of time spent with Me, namely adoration, is what has caused this heaviness. Do not forsake it for anything, even for sleep.”

That’s true. That's why I haven’t done adoration. I’ve been so tired. I found myself waking up in the middle of the night. I’m like, man, my body is so exhausted. I just let myself sleep, rest a little bit. Before I know it, Rose is up the same time as me, so I have time not to myself.

“If you are tired and must sleep, I understand.” Jesus said, “Then sleep during adoration before My Holy Eucharist. Yes, so much happens before My Eucharistic Face, even as you sleep. That is when I do the necessary surgery on your soul. I don't need your constant chatter of your mind, or your heart or even your conscience attention to Me before adoration. As long as you just come, beloved, I will do the rest.”

“That is what this community needs. No one should neglect personal adoration time with Me for anything. I have brought you here first for that, and all else will come after. That will be the source of your strength, of your graces, anointing, and your love for Me. When you are before Me, I impart the love that I have for My Father, the Holy Spirit and even My Mother in you. I love Myself through you. So therefore, the more time spent in my Eucharistic presence, the more your love for Me will grow, the more strength you will have to say yes to all I ask, the more energy and the more time will be given to you during the day. Do not let the enemy lie to anyone of you. That is why I gave you the rhema. It’s not just for you, but the entire community.”

The third rhema said, we must all make it a point to identify the counterfeits. If we are called to something that requires boldness, the enemy will try to bring FEAR. If our call requires discernment, deception and lies can cause detours that last many years. I thought uh oh Yikes!

Jesus continued,

“My beloved little one, you are worried about much. Bring each and every little request to Me concerning the schedule and guidelines of this community life. The first is the most important, brotherly love must reign. A good question to ask yourself in all things is, ‘what I am doing right now edifying to my brother?’ Whether it's a conversation or it’s a task, a delegation or duty. Are you doing it in service for another or yourself? And is this the will of God?”

“The members of the community need not ask themselves the latter question. But any instructions you give them, schedule or outline, I want them to receive that as the will of God in that moment or that day. And therefore, their self-will will be crucified. They go on in peace and harmony, not leading themselves, but being led by Me through you. And you, little one, come to Me, so also yourself is crushed. And that you are being led by My Spirit through inspirations, impartations and instructions I give you during our time in adoration. You come to live from this place and to this place as you see My manifold wisdom unfold in your life and that of the others. So, stay encouraged.”

“I have led you to take disciplines, guidelines and some rules of life from the community from the two books I inspired for you to pick today. Read them thoroughly, then write them down what I inspired you to write down. Then submit to Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel for the green light before you move forward in this.”

“I believe in you. I chose you amongst all your various weaknesses and faults for this role and this work. You can do this, beloved, you will do this and you will finish well. You and all the others and my brides, those who respond to grace and just walk by faith. Everyone is looking too much at their limitations and leaning very much on their feelings. You flesh is enmity to Me, remember that My brides.”

Romans 8:7

because the mind of the flesh is hostile to God: It does not submit to God’s law, nor can it do so.

“It will war and rage against instruction by My Spirit, sometimes in the form of sickness, weariness, tiredness, heaviness, then mental oppression, emotional trials. All of it comes from Satan, and the hatred of hell to stop each of you from fulfilling My will.”

Galatians 5:17

For the desires of the flesh are against the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are against the flesh, for these are opposed to each other, to keep you from doing the things you want to do.

“I speak not just to the community, but to all my brides. You must do violence to your flesh, which is your mind, your will and emotions. If I have called you, I have predestined you for the work I have created you for, andI will justify you.”

Romans 8:30, And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

“My brides, many of you are bogged down with the idea that I can’t use you. That your weaknesses, limitations and insecurities are impediment to what I want to do through you, or better yet, what I ask you to do. I knew very well what I was getting Myself into when I created you,” He said, smiling, “you do know that I am the potter and you are the clay. So when I ask you of something, I have already taken account your weaknesses, your limitations and shortcomings. But I still ask, because I believe with My grace, I believe with My faith, I believe with My strength and with My love, you can do anything.”

“Me living in you is unstoppable, even next to your own doubts and your rebellion. You see, when you have given me your heart and your life, you no longer become your own, but it becomes My will. Beloved, I work with your conscience to get to the expected end. Even when everything in you desires to rebel against Me, I may let you go on your own way for a little while, but there is a way that a heart given to Me is yielded. And in time with My mercy can be bended to My will for a soul’s life. This does not work with all. I will never usurp a soul’s entire will because it is freely given and free to do what it desires. But I know the cry of your heart, My beloved brides. I have heard your prayers. Yet, when many of you are met with obstacles or things that are uncomfortable, you tend to cower and give into your limitations rather than believe that I can do it through you and respond with a yes.”

“My brides, thank you for not giving up when it got hard, thank you for trying even when you failed, thank you for believing in My words through the gospels and My vessels unto honour and responding to Me. Thank you for being a great consolation to Me in this hour as darkness increases. Thank you for coming anyway when you didn’t feel like it. And thank you for forgiving Me when I allowed trials and pains you didn't understand, but you never let go of your faith. Thank you for giving Me your little, your sacrifice and for some of you the nothing that you have, you have given Me that too. Thank you for believing in Me, that I am who I say that I am. And even in your unbelief and doubts, My brides, you may walk a little more father from Me, but you never stop walking with Me. My beloved ones, I believe in you too. I believe the plans and purposes I created you for that you can do it. You will fulfil it and you will accomplish the mission that I have for you. Do not give up. I am rooting you on. You can do it!”

That was the end of Jesus message.

Hey family, our donations are unusually low this month. I realize it’s summertime and many are taking care of children now back home and family, but if you could remember us. We have just $9.58 in our account and many needs. We still need to bless one of our volunteers with a monthly donation of $200 for his Wi-Fi that he uses. He is the one who edits and uploads all the messages for me. There are also needs in the community house and also plenty for the children. I will be doing a follow-up video just sharing what the Lord has been doing here. So any amount of donations given to us will be greatly appreciated! Thank you for those who have given to us and most importantly, your prayers. God bless you guys!