Is That You Lord?

February 22, 2026

The question I want to ask Lord if I can, ‘Is that you Lord that I see?’

And I only say that because sometimes I wonder where You are. When I'm going through a lot. When I don't think things are going the way that I think they should or when I get down in the dumps on myself about my condition, about how I am. Things I want and desire in this life. And sometimes it seems like I have to wait so long, like disability. Like my disabilities and how I am, who I am, what should I be doing, where should I be going, who should I be interacting with I mean so many different things, God. Just and then just me myself and it's like Lord what am I doing here? I need Your help.

And sometimes I ask, then other times I just deal with it. Then I see how other people are dealing with things way worse than me. And I'll be like, Oh my gosh, Lord, what's going on? Not just with myself, ourselves, what's going on in the world? Like, who did You frame me to be? Who should I be for you?You know what should I be doing for you in this moment? Where should I be going? I mean, are we okay, God? Are we cool? I mean, I'm just trying to get more clarification on Us, on Our relationship, and where it's going. I sound like we're dating, but that's not what I mean, God. I mean, just Us, you know, me and You, without all the world, without all the people, without anything else, just Us.

I just, I just would love to hear Your thoughts if that's okay, My Loves. I'm open to hear You, if You'll speak to me in this time, please.

“Geralynn”

Yes, my love.

“I want you to know that you mean the very best to Me.”

Jesus is holding both sides of my head with His hands as He's standing before me in all of His glory and I'm kneeling before Him. He's so beautiful to me.

“Geralynn, I need you to be brave in this time. I need you to stand strong for Me. I don't want you to be cowardice and go back and sit in the corner and just only be happy with what I've given you or a little to do or sometimes nothing to do. I've given you these help from other people from different times because I know you needed a respite. I don't want to overwhelm you, overtake you, but I do love to overshadow you, My dove. I need you to stand up and be strong and accounted for, for Me in spite of yourself, in spite of your disabilities, your health, in spite of your family, in spite of everything that's going on. In spite of everything the enemy is throwing at you.

“It's like he's throwing wheelbarrows at you and you have to keep hopping over them. Yes, Geralynn. That's right. Like the Donkey Kong game with the Mario Brothers, how they're trying to make it to the top and they have to climb each ladder to make it because the barrels just keep coming. They don't stop. If it stops, that means you got hit and you get lost and you got to start again.”

But Jesus, who wants to keep starting over and over again? But we just don't always get it right the first time either. So, I guess that's inevitable, huh?

“Well, My doves, I need you all to hear from Me that no, the barrels don't stop coming, but I'm there with you before the barrels, through each and every barrel. And even when you get hit hard and you get knocked down by doves, I'm with you. I restore you. I rejuvenate you. Like in the game, you become a new man, meaning new woman, a new person, because you've learned from your last fall. Hopefully, some catch on quick, right, My dove? While others it takes them a little longer, like it took you and a lot of different trials and tribulations with Me. But I was there with you through them all.

“Don't ever think that I've left you or forsake you. Don't ever think that I would leave you there in the dark alone by yourself. I'm always with you fighting for you against the enemy. My angels are there. All of heaven is there. Your great Papa God is there. We're all here fighting and rooting for you guys. Even when it seems your hardest. Fight back your hardest with Me in the spirit. Remember, even in your weakness is when I am My strongest. Right, Geralynn?”

Yes, Jesus. That's true. Very true. Sometimes I've been knocked down and knocked out so bad. I just rather not have been here anymore. I just prayed You would take me. The pain be so bad sometimes and life, it just… You be like, "What's the point?" It seems like everybody else has their own life and own thing going on and it seems like they just put up with me or tolerate me being a part. But I know they do love me and they want me to be a part of their lives. It's just, I was so used to having my own life, my own family, but now it seems like I'm just trying to grasp it, trying to be a part of other folks family just to feel wanted or needed or that I matter. Do I matter, Jesus? Really?

“Geralynn? Of course, you matter to Me. And you matter to others in the world, even to those that don't know you. Don't you? And all of My brides, My doves, My heartdwellers. All of you are making a difference for Me in the lives of so many that you don't even know. When you wake up out of the bed, there's already a battle you have to fight within yourself. Some in your home with your loved ones. Some of you have small little ones. And some, like you, Geralynn, don't have anyone that's little that you have to fight against daily except for yourself and the enemy. And sometimes I know My dove, that's hard enough. But you keep fighting.

“Even when you wanted to give up, you held on, as you used to say, to the phrase to the hems of My garment. Like the woman with the issue of blood that crawled through the crowd. This is what you guys are doing. Crawling through the crowd with whatever issues you have just to touch Me. Don't you know how much that means to Me? And when you steal away with Me with a smile or a hug or I love you, Jesus, or I thank you, Jesus, My heart is filled with such joy, My doves. It's crying now because It's happy with love. Oh, don't you cry, My dove, your tears, I know they’re tears of joy and sorrow for how much you love Me and the way you feel, you treat Me and all of My brides.

“But I know that one day you all are coming home to be with Me forever. And this will all just be a distant memory. And you'll see. You'll all see Geralynn, that it was more than worth it, My brides. Come here and let me hold you in your tears, Our tears.”

I love you my sweetheart Jesus. I love you for everything. Even the things I don't see. Even the people I help that I will never know till heaven. Thank you My love. Thank you all of heaven. Mother Mary, Everyone, Papa God. I love You guys. You mean everything to me, to us. Amen.