Jesus I'm Holding On To You

22 March, 2026

Dear Lord, thank you for allowing me to stop being distracted and lose focus, to sit down just to talk to you, to listen to you, to hear you, and to say thank you for visiting me earlier and touching my heart, allowing me to lament, to repent, to be thankful and grateful, to spend time with you, to trust in you, to love you, and to provide for us another day. How beautiful you are, my God. Even in the thick of it, you are just beautiful.Even in these times, so many people see nothing but mass destruction and war. You're breaking out in revival in countries that probably would have never otherwise called out to you if they hadn't been in the predicament they are in now. And so many people are against righteous leaders and upholding the wrong ones. But I pray you continually open our eyes to see your truth, to see the beautifulness of what you're allowing. Even though we don't always know every detail, I thank you, Father God, that we trust you enough to do what's right because you are a righteous God and you are a just God, and I know I love you. And I just want to say thank you for everything. These hard times, these sad times, these beautiful times, these heavy times, these lamenting, repenting times. Thank you. Is there anything you want to say, my God? We're listening and we love you so much, my God. Thank you for everything, for all of having you beautiful to us. Thank you for your love, Papa, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, Mama, the angels, the saints, and the great cloud of witnesses in all of heaven. Thank you. We love you.

The Lord is speaking.

"Well, my dove, you are right. In these times, there is a lot going on, a lot of testing, a lot of trials and tribulation, I might add. A lot going on that man does not see. The rumbling, the grumbling, the growing pains, the birthing pains. They don't see all of these things that are going on in the midst of war. And in the trials, people are not falling on or staying on; they're hanging off, falling back into their old ways. And some, such as yourself and others, even though you may not see it, are digging in deeper with me.

"You're going in further, deeper and higher, even though you may not see it. When you say yes and you agree to do what I ask you to do, even if it's through those who have authority and leadership over you, you're doing it as if unto me. And Jeralyn, I see that in your heart. I see that in all of your hearts. I see that you love me. I see that you care for me and that you are there for me. I see the dancing, the shifting, the loving, the skating, the swimming, the rock climbing, and the forest walking, skipping over the rocks with the little stream in the river. We'll catch water. You wash my feet.

"The picnics on the high mountain, when nothing is up there but us and clouds and more mountains and we're lying on our backs looking up. This is a place that I love. To be with you there and all of you. Let your imagination go towards me, interesting, and not the things of this world. Yes, pray about them, lament, and cry out to me about them. But do not let this get in the way of the time that we are to spend together, my doves. I love this and I need this from you. And you surely do need it back from me. We need each other. And I know it's hard to believe that such a great God that came down low to his children, his creation, needs you. Don't you know that that throne did not mean more to me than you do? "Of course not. That throne that I sat on was worth nothing compared to me restoring and saving your lives, coming back to me. Your heavenly father, your friend, your saviour, your confidant. So don't ever think I don't need you. Don't ever think I don't want you or yearn for you. I love you. I created you. You are mine. Forever we are connected.

"That void you feel for me is because I'm your creator. And that need and wanting that I feel within me, that connection that only you can feel in me, is also for me because you are my creator. That's how it is for all of you that are mine. I love you. I need you. I created you. Won't you please come and sit and be with me? Let's look at the stars. Let's hold each other. Let's swing on the swings. Let's dance. Let's laugh. Play. Sing. Play instruments. Tell jokes to each other. Play hide-and-seek. And journal and spend time in the garden with the kids and your grandbaby that is there. Both of them now. You have two. I love you, my dove. Sure, you can name her Miracle. So now you have Merry Graces and Little Miracle. They love you. And they're both little girls, I might add. They're here with me waiting for you. Do you see us?"

Yes, Jesus. One hand you're holding is a little taller, and the other you're holding at your side. They're beautiful. One is light-skinned with big hair. The other has two little ponytails and puffs at the top. Thank you for taking care of them and us, Lord. Let us be everything to you that you desire of us to be and to just be happy with that. Whatever you give, whatever you bring, let us rest in that. Amen. I love you. Thank you for speaking to us. Bless you, my God. Jesus and I nuzzled each other as he healed my grandchildren. Amen.