Owe No Man Nothing But Love

Good morning Lord, here I am I am very sorry I kept you waiting. Jesus I have fear in hearing from you this morning because I am too attached and my mind burdened and I don’t want that to get in the message I just want to hear you, and you alone not my will but yours.

Blessed Mother please cover my mind and ears with the blood of Jesus and protect this time with me and the Lord.

There are several thoughts I heard this morning Lord please bring clarity to my anxious heart

The Lord gave me a forewarned the enemy would do his best to try to cause distention and strife during our mission trip and I found myself in a trial again. Its seems something was popping up every week and I was becoming weary.

The enemy indeed wanted to attack the unity we had because if he can cause division we cannot minister as we should and rather would be distracted by our circumstances and at odds with one another. This is the assignment against all christians who are married and called to minister together. The waves of this storm was taking me by surprise and it felt bad and looked really bad.

The Lord used a soul to encourage me and remind me that he has called me into battle and the enemy is after the souls we will touch here and touch in the future. This is warfare against the Kingdom of God, against this ministry and I needed to rise up to pray so I began to do that at night and only after a few days and this particular morning something seemed different. Something seemed to break as I was in adoration I was pleasantly surprised Jesus began speaking.

Jesus began,

“My beloved thank you for coming to Me ( Jesus was smiling). I have been waiting to speak to you as I said before it wouldn’t be as bad as you think and its not beloved. Satan loves to magnify, project and deject. He is the master mind of deception and manipulation. You know the writings on a car mirror “objects appear closer than they are”?

That is Satans M.O, situations seem dire than they are. He is an opportunist and takes every opportunity to cause My chosen vessels, My brides harm and terror if he can especially of the future, but you have no need to fear. I need you to continue to speak your trust in me. Things are not as bad as they appear beloved trust Me.

What Father Derrick suggested is sign and proof of that I am working. Though you may not see it, but I am working. Continue to have patience endurance and love beloved and I will do what I promised. The things I spoke to you this morning were from Me, but again how I will do it, leave it to Me and do not get tied up on the details.

Yes, the direction your taking concerning the application is My inspiration, and it would be good for you two to get your own place, but do not push beloved suggest and pray and I will make away. Allow him to dive in heart and head fast into the farming initiative I have given you two and do not be concerned with what will happen to it when you guys have to leave.

You will be there for one harvest which will excite him to see the fruit of his labor. Much will be learned in farming, much will be learned. He will gain understanding of deep spiritual lessons even. What I want you to do is focus on ministry beloved that is very important. You have been delegating and that is good, but you also have been lazy My love because of the many distractions of your heart.

This new season you will not have time to be laxed there is much to do and much to get done before you are to leave. Things will happen sooner than you both think. So allow him the freedom to spear head the farming project and you focus on ministry. Go with him when I prompt you and when is asked of you but don’t feel compelled to go everywhere because there is much that you need to take care of as well beloved.

You will spend some of your time on the mountain together. Be excited about that and pray into that even now. Allow me to work and weave through his heart and concerting the timing of all of this leave it up to me. No longer try to figure out what I am doing just trust me that I will do it and I am doing it even now. “

So Lord we have more time then? I am aways trying to factor in the wars and rumors of wars and your coming.

Continue to pray for Mercy beloved and remember you have more time because you will be staying until the end.

And as an aside Jesus is talking about the end of the tribulation and I began to doubt all the words I was hearing Jesus knowing this said,

I will finish what I started My little one. Please stop doubting Me it wounds Me deeply. it is I, your beloved speaking to you.”

So I went to BP to discern and found out one of the details was from my flesh so I went back to delete it and came back to the Lord.

Lord I told you I was attached forgive me, thank you for your council Lord what else is on your heart?

Jesus continued,

“I want you to continue to focus on the children as you are here. Get with jahnavi and pray for them. I have given you great favor with them and your words presence and activities you do with them will have a great impact and draw them closer to Me. When they think of you, they will think of Me. During the pastors conference I want you to speak on assignments of division which are coming.

I am growing this ministry, but the enemy seeks to also grow tares in the hearts of the flock, some is already there and even in the hearts of My chosen vessels. The enemy will try to stir up strife, jealousy, and misunderstanding between the brethren. Encourage them in brotherly love and forgiveness so the enemy does not have a foothold in the communities and churches.

Lord that women from yesterday came to my mind I was grieved by how she was treated in the church and more so that my dear little one didn’t do anything about it

And here a situation happened after service where many people were coming and asking for prayer. This women was the very last one who came up to me asking for prayer. She looked a little disheveled and had the most sweetest smile, an elderly women. I touched her face and smiled then prayed for her. I noticed her hands were dirty and so were her feet and some of the girls next to me stood a bit afar off but didn’t think too much about it until I saw Jahnavi and noticed a few girls left in the congregation had now covered their nose with their scarf, in scorn at the women so much so that a man came to get her and shoo her out of the church. I

was so disappointed and as we were walking out told Jahnavi about it in hopes that she would immeaditly say something to the girls and the young man and tell the women to come back but she didn’t and rather had me speak to others ladies waiting for me. So I wanted to address that to her that next time to stand up for the little poor ones as the Mother of the church and admonish those who are not walking in brotherly love

Jesus responded,

“Give grace beloved give grace, Indeed I am bringing back the outcast and rejected and how too often My people treat those who don’t look the part and sometimes smell the part, not giving them the right reception or acceptance. There is an infection in the flock and they haven’t been taught properly on brotherly love that is why you are here. You too hesitated to kiss her hands did you not?”

And man guys The Lord got me there. I was stunned as I was writing as I realized wow I am hypocrite. Here I wanted to admonish this soul for not publicly admonishing or addressing the ill treatment of this women when in secret as I prayed for her I was prompted to kiss her hands as I have done many time with other, but I hesitated because they were dirty so rather I just cupped her face and smiled..

Wow Lord yes, sorry that is so convicting

“Yes beloved, when you judge I judge you as well, you were no different. Although I prompted you to kiss her hands you hesitated because of her uncleanness just as they did so why speak of the spec in your brothers eye when you have a log in yours?”

Mmm wow don’t know what to say Lord, you see guys I am a hot mess

“You can start with I am sorry and repenting of judging your little one and those girls because you too fell in the same sin. So you see, its much easier said than done. I am calling you to give yourself over tot he poor, to the needy and to the outcast of this society very sincerely ask Me for that grace. I wanted to shower My love on her through you, but you do not permit Me because of your repulsive nature to uncleanness.

Then what will you do to a leper, to the sick, the infirmed and disabled and even to those who are spiritually sin sick and its very noticeable. I want you to be an example of My love and acceptance. I will continue to send you the most difficult cases in souls because I trust you that much. Ones who will take real faith to love and see Me in them. It will be by My love through you that they will be transformed so that repulsive nature will die until I am entirely flowing and moving through you. Pray when you see this error and admonish immeaditly after you first admonish yourself “

Okay I am sorry Lord

“My beloved brides I am bringing back the outcast, rejected, the wallflowers of society and I will use you to do it. For some it maybe that wayward family member, a stranger, a troubled coworker, a church member whomever I bring to you I want you to show great love. No matter how deformed they are, how they look or even the upkeep of their hygiene I want you to love on them. Accept them for who they are and where they are and encourage them with My love, compassion and patience that you give them.

It’s time for My brides to rise to the occasion, each occasion I might add that I bring you to respond and react like Me. I reject no one rather it is souls that reject Me. I was a friend to the sinner, to the prostitute, to the liars, to the extortioners, to the murders

I thought friend to murders like who? then the thought came to my mind

Roman soldiers and Moses too

To the mad men to the nobody and nothings of society. I was a friend in the sense that My heart was open to them. I was friendly with them. I exchanged conversations and pleasantries, I invited them in to My space and I gave them My time until they were free from the bondage of sin and began to follow Me. In that list were some of you and look at you now My beloved faithful brides. Love those whom I love My little ones, remember owe no man nothing but the debit of love ask Me for this grace and I will do it through you.”

Romans 13:8

Owe no one anything except to love one another, for he who loves another has fulfilled the law.

That was the end of Jesus message