I'm Leading You Closer To My Heart
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February 24, 2026
Lord, I'm here just to listen to You, to hear You. And I have the video that You led me to. But then as I sat here, I asked you, Lord, what am I looking at? What is it that You want me to see? What You're doing in me? And You said so clear,
“I'm leading you closer to My heart, leading you closer to Me.”
God, it doesn't feel easy or feel good. Flesh wise, I would say fighting my flesh because it's hard and it can be painful sometimes. Spiritually, I'm saying that the tug of war back and forth between the flesh and the spirit, they truly do war against each other is a lot. But I'm asking You, begging You, pleading with You and repenting for You to change the inside of me, to make me more like thee. And I know You're pleased with that because I really do want it. And I know You said a while ago through one of the heart dwellers, not to waste Your time.
You know, if we really want to come, then come, but don't waste Your time and that's not something I want to do because the time we're really wasting is our own, not Yours. So please, forgive me, forgive me. But I do see why You say wasting Your time, like we're pretending to come to You to want to be closer to You and drawn to You. But all the while, we're really not. Please forgive me for all the time I've wasted, all the time that I will and help me to make up for lost time.
I need you so much. I'm so tired of trying to fight an uphill battle with my pride and distractions, losing focus, the outer adornment, you know, just the, all the different things of life, the flashy things that the enemy tries to put in front of us to get our attention, to draw us away from You. Forgive me. Thank you for letting me see it before it's too late, to draw me closer to You. Say anything, my God, that You want to show me, to tell me, any of us, or I should say just us, we love You so much. With every fibre of our being, we love You.
Jesus has His hand on my head, one on my shoulder, like as if to say, like, “It's okay, calm down, My little dove,” smiling at me.
“Geralynn, My doves, I'm here for you. I'm here for all of you who will have Me, those who are willing and obedient, those who are willing and want to come. I truly I’m leading you closer and closer to Me, closer to My heart, making all of My heart sentiments, My Papa's sentiments, My Mother's sentiments, all of your own. And this is not easy because you need to have more of a purified heart. And this is what I'm working on in you and in all My beloved brides.
“Your hearts, their hearts, you guys' hearts are so defiled and evil and filled with such sludge and gunk and filth that it's hard to sift through it all, to lay all of My cares in yours. There's hardly any room. And how will you decipher what's Mine and what's yours from the world? So I'm cleaning you out. You see that staircase leading up that truly is drawing you closer to Me, My doves.
“Geralynn, I know it truly has been an uphill battle for you, been hard for you to let go of what I have been trying so hard to tear away from you for so long. Yes, you've done a lot, some bits and pieces and partially in here and there, but letting go fully like you are trying to do now because you're so frustrated with a tug-of-war back and forth between yourself, with the world and Me. My Holy Spirit can't dwell fully and completely and effectively in the midst of all of this.
“So much pride and high-mindedness, arrogance, so much of your self-absorptiveness. I know it's hard to face, but you've been begging and asking Me to show you, yourself in My mirror and I'm doing that. But I'm also in the same time, My dove, trying to strip away everything from you before it's too late because see those things you can't take with you and enter into heaven. These are places where purgatory will have you. So to avoid all this, I'm doing what you pray for.
“Like with Father Ezekiel so long ago, as he said, living out our purgatory right here on earth. Guess what? I'm trying to do that for all of you, My doves, My brides to be. But you must be willing and obedient so that you can truly eat the good and the fruitfulness of My land, My heart. My heart is so full and vast, way more many chambers than yours. It's infinite, filled with such graces and mercy and love, peace and joy and hopefulness. But also a lot of pain, frustration of man, blame game.
“So much within men's heart that will never be in Mine. But I'm trying to get mine over to you guys if you're willing, if you want it truly. It's not an easy task. It's a lot of rigorous work involved, a lot of churning, moving and beating out of you. Yes, Geralynn, sort of like a mixer.
So you get that right consistency, the right mixture of the batter or the dough so that you can go on to bake something beautiful. So when it's in the oven, it smells so delightful. And as you take it out, how you can't wait to tear into it because you took your time just right to make it.
“You didn't rush, you didn't fuss. You went according to the ingredients, Me. And let me fine tune you it so that it can come out beautiful. The timing was set perfect, the temperature is set perfect, the ingredients were all added. This is Me. This is what I'm trying to work on in you, so that when you come out of that oven baked, you're My beautiful bride. I know it's hot in the oven, but you have to be refined in My fire to come out like pure gold.
“So come, let Me refine, let Me purify you. You have so many faces, so many facets to you. I'm trying to take that lump of coal and make you a beautiful diamond. No, here you're not flawless, but in heaven you will be, My dove. Beautifully and wonderfully made, perfectly. Everything shed off of you so that you can enter into heaven with Me, complete, made whole, lacking nothing. I love you all. You guys are My little brides. I can't wait to feast with you at the table that is already set and spread for you.
“So come, stop fighting Me, stop tugging, stop pulling, stop resisting, and just give in today, Geralynn, like you did. And do your best to stick with it, for I am truly refining you from the inside out. And no, you're not so messed up that you're un-moldable, un-shapeable, un-bendable, and un-pliable. You've made great strides in making the haste for Me to do this.”
I'm looking down, Jesus lift my chin with His finger,
“And I know it's not easy for you, but you finally want it. You finally really want it. As they say, as the old folks say, huh, Geralynn? You got sick and tired of being sick and tired, and more than anything, I see in your heart that you're tired of hurting, right?”
Yes, Jesus. I'm so tired of hurting you, and in turn hurt myself and others. And none of this, no one, not now, never, ever, will ever mean more to me than You. So, thank You for taking me as I am, and making me brand new in You. Amen.
Jesus embraced me and laid His head on mine, as I buried my head in His chest, as He held my head with His hand, of love for me.
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