Miscarriages Carry A Heavenly Reward December 21, 2025

Hello family. So the Lord mentioned during my trip in the Ivory Coast in possessing the gates of the nation that there would be retaliation from there and coming back home. During the last week there, I was hit with tremendous pain in my back and my belly. Two nights in a row, it was so painful that it kept me awake, and I had to take medication. Upon my return to Ghana, I got a    positive pregnancy test. I was in so much shock. You would think I would be happy, but I had mixed feelings. The enemy hit me hard for the following two days as I wrestled with this. So sad that I wrestled with this.

Rather than just thanking Jesus and abandoning myself to Him. I had also seen triple five five five like never before, so much so, I knew a huge heavy trial was coming because I was seeing it everywhere, and also I was given a crown in the spirit in the Ivory Coast. Anytime the Lord gives you a crown whether it’s in a dream or in a vision, it means you will have victory over a fiery trial that is coming. And so for me now when I sleep I can feel like - pressure on my head, I don’t see the crown, but I can feel like something has been place on my head, like I can actually physically feel it. I just now know walking with the Lord for a while now, He’s given me a crown, it never fails. Then I also had a sleep paralysis attack the day before arriving in Ghana, where the demons held me, and I know a curse was released. So I was anxious about that too. As I wondered, Lord jeez, with all these triple fives that are popping up everywhere, is someone going to die? Is the attack, that trial going to be that intense? Cuz there’s a lot of 555’s.

An aside family, Jesus taught us long ago through Mother Clare that the number 5 means grace, and when he shows us 555 in consecutive order, if you see that 555 somewhere; it's a forewarning to you that a trial or inconvenience is coming, and He is going to give you grace grace grace that will be sufficient to pass through it. Furthermore, if you see many triple five’s that also signifies the intensity of the trial. So if you see 555 one time, okay, there’s going to be a trial maybe pain, sickness something just in your light… but if you’re see it everywhere all the time within phone numbers, on driver’s license, plates, everywhere - then just know that intense trial is coming. So I knew this one was going to be very intense. I just didn’t know what it was, what kind of trial it would be. So needless to say guys, I was holding my breath because the battle has not been easy already.

I recalled that on my way from the airport home, I saw more triple fives, then on a bus, a sticker was written “thy will”. It was loud in my spirit, so I knew it was a rhema from the Lord. He speaks to me through those buses in Ghana and the messages they have on them. Sometimes it’s scripture, other times it's a secular phrase. The next bus, following after that one, said, “I am sorry”. Again, I heard that loud in my spirit like a rhema, like it popped out to me - and I thought Sorry for what, Lord. Uh oh, Jesus. He has only said sorry to me once, and this would be the second time, and for God to say sorry means whatever trial is coming, He even knows it's going to be painful. So He is apologizing ahead of time. I know it seems crazy, but this is how me and Jesus communicate.

So I wasn't sure what to expect, but I was expecting a heavy trial,  and anxious about it. Then, after accepting the news and reality of being pregnant, I began to shed, and within a few days, I miscarried. Since I wasn't expecting it, I wanted the emotions to roll off my shoulders and just keep it moving. However, I got stuck in the confusion with a positive message, that I thought I got from the Lord. Then the contradiction of losing the child, to the confusing rhema and Bible promise readings. I then remembered Jesus said there would be a test of trust. And admist tears, all I could say is Jesus I trust in you, Jesus I trust in You, Jesus I trust in you. Then I began to think what happened was - was it an attack? Was it an open door? Was it my fault? Was it a sin I committed? Was it witchcraft? Although the Lord made it clear that it was His will, I couldn’t stop with the why questions. After a few days of going through various emotions, I was finally able to hear from the Lord.

Jesus broke through,

“This was not the power of witchcraft at work, but this was My will. Satan can only do what I allow and what I permit, but always remember My little one, I always work the most terrible, painful, even traumatic situations out for your good and for My glory. So I will be glorified in this and have already been glorified, I will work this out so it's for your good and the good of many. You must always remember My brides, when I allow a miscarriage. This has been discussed between me and this soul, the child I mean to be given to you. This is their mission, so to speak. As they cry out to Me to become a redeemed soul by My breath, I send them forth on the earth into the wombs of those I have entrusted them to. They know they won't make it all the way through, but they also know the impact that it has on My kingdom, the souls that they will bring back with them with their blood shed, yes, it's considered a white martyrdom. And these precious little ones come back with many, many, many souls returning to heaven because they laid down their lives for My sake, My purpose, and My will.”

As an aside family, a white martyrdom is martyrdom of life. A life that is given up as a living sacrifice before the Lord. We know martyrdom is those who die for the sake of the gospel. White martyrdom is a life of sacrifice for the sake of the gospel and that is what the Lord is calling a miscarriage- a life of white martyrdom.

“They rejoice because they know they will see you again. So again, to them it's not sadness or the death of a life as you see it, for them it's a mission accomplished, souls saved, and them returning home redeemed, rejoicing, waiting to see you upon your return. All their gifts, all their anointings are also released on the earth, their lives so brief but so impactful.”

As an aside, I want to share a  rhema reading I got once this happened from Mother Clare's rhema book. It’s from the message, ‘Jesus is Asking Us To Adopt Trafficking Children’  and I knew Jesus was also talking about Children who die early, like the death of the little ones during a miscarriage. It says:

"You see, this generation is VERY special and unique and gifted, very gifted. I gave them to you to bring you up higher in My Kingdom, and to open your eyes. Satan, in a blind rage, has declared war on these specially endowed children and fanned the flames of bloodlust in expanding covens to cause them to throw all caution to the wind and do that which is unspeakable to these kidnapped children.

"These are the children who will lay hands on the cornerstones of hospitals, and everyone will be healed. These are the children who will look the demons in the eye and tell them to flee in My Mighty Name, which they will be more aware of than any generation before them. And this precisely is the reason this butchery is going on at an unprecedented rate. It is not only for the harvesting of adrenaline.

"I will release their giftings on the Earth at the time of their death, and though they be in Heaven with Me, they have left a mantle of anointings with those on Earth who are prepared to receive them. I ask you to pray for these children, who are so desperately suffering beyond anything you've ever witnessed. I am asking you to receive their sufferings, whatever they may be, for the sake of these little ones. You cannot, at this time, understand what relief this will bring to My Divine Being.”

Jesus continued,

“Their mantles are then given to others who have exhausted their measure of grace, and so more is given to those on the earth to fulfill destinies and advance My kingdom. It's like Elijah being taken up in the whirlwind and throwing his mantle down to Elisha. These little ones are taken up abruptly, and in the spirit their mantles and anointing are poured out, on others in a double portion. This is the mystery My beloved ones, I am sharing with you, when children die in the womb or are miscarried. Such precious souls with great love and their mothers and fathers’ grief is also not wasted, as I catch every tear and have every means of restoring their ashes into beauty just in My way. I want My brides so yielded to My way, and My will in all things. Don't try to draft up a plan for your life, but give it all to Me, to do with it what I please and how I please to do it. This message, beloved, will be a blessing to so many and will bring joy to those who have been carrying the grief of loss or losses. Each child, My beloved bride, is with Me. Each one, and the legacy that you have left in heaven because of their lives given up for Me this way, because of the cross you said yes to carry, your legacy will be great. Because of these precious ones given back to Me in this way.

“Don't ever think I am punishing you, beloved ones. No, yes, sin plays a part in pain and in suffering every time, and Satan uses that doorway every time to cause as much havoc as he can. Yes, he comes to steal, kill, and destroy, and I came that you may have life abundantly, so yes, it seems he has stolen, he has destroyed, and killed, but I will and have worked this out in your life in abundant ways. There are circumstances as well that are curses plagued your family and bloodline, and if I didn't allow such a trial, you wouldn’t know it, and the next generation would continue in ignorance and pain, so I allow such a test to bring to our attention so you can pray and be the curse breaker in your family.   

And I interjected, Lord, what about those waiting for a child? There are quite a few, who have not conceived yet.

“My little one, it is My prompting to do the St. Therese healing novena, have them join you.”

Guys, as I was again pulling the rhemas concerning the situation the Lord led me to saint Faustina book and one of the sleeves of the paper fell out – the saint Therese healing novena prayer. Saint Therese is my go to patron, she is my big little sis and she’s been amazing in my life. Her intercession is so powerful. I have so many testimonies by saint Therese intercession. She is very real, very present for sure and her prayers are very powerful.

Jesus continued,

“Lift up all of these souls before me in your prayers and break the curse of barrenness off of them as they wait patiently for My timing. I will not disappoint. Sarah laughed, although her body being as old as death. I revived her mortal reproductive organs, and I will do the same for you, My older brides, who have been holding on to My promise. Hannah had no child for years, but then I heard her cry and, in My timing, blessed her with a prophet, so I will do the same for those who have been tarrying in the waiting. And I know your thoughts, beloved, why give all of us children in these dire times?”

And it’s funny guys, among the heartdwellers, many are getting pregnant and we were discussing, like Lord, man - Why children now in these end times, this time is coming so soon to an end. You know it’s going to get darker. And I said, Yes Lord, we have all been saying that.

“Well beloved, because they have a big part to play in My second coming. I need you not to fear My brides, those whom Satan has lied to cause you to not have or desire children, because the times are dark. Do you not know that they are lights, bright lights burning on fire for Me? That is why I am sending so many of these precious souls one by one by one by one. Please don't reject this blessing, or rather, try to control the timing or put it off. I want to bless the world with a burning flame that will come in the form of your child for these dark times. The light these precious ones have in this time is heavily anointed and powerful enough to dispel the darkness around them. Making them great blessings to their families and this generation. I am using them and will use them to bring My Kingdom on this earth, so I will continue to invest in My idea and in My will, and continue to send them to those who will receive them; they will be blessed.

“So My beloved brides, no longer see yourself marked as a woman with a miscarriage, but rather a mother with a precious, honored, and beloved child who has great clout in heaven. It's a shame when you do not name them because these souls are growing in wisdom and stature before My father daily learning the oracles of God and waiting on you. If it hurts too much, ask Me to join you on this journey by naming them one by one if you’ve have had multiple losses and seek their intercession often because they are always praying for you.”

Here Jesus speaks to me,

“The day your little one came back with Me, she worked with angels of conversion to draw many souls to accompany her in heaven, that is why I gave you the rhema.”

Wow, and as an aside, when I began to shed and miscarry, I immediately started praying and pulled rhemas to find out what's going on. I thought or I hoped, it was just spotting, but honestly it was much heavier then I pulled the rhema card and it said; Enlist the help of the Angels of Conversion and command them to go forth. I thought to myself, what does that have to do with what's going on, Lord? So I began to pray, commanding them to be released to the four corners of the earth to gather souls and bring them to Jesus, and over the city and nations and so forth. Now I see.

Jesus continued,

“You worked with me, working with her to save many, and many arrived with her because you obeyed the prompting. My beloved ones, do not weep anymore, rejoice because your little ones have fulfilled their mission as they root you on now to fulfill yours. I will bless your wombs again and those of the others you pray for in the novena. You do the necessary practical things to take care of your health, and I will do the rest as you resign yourself completely to My will. Rejoice, because there is great hope My beloved little one, and that goes for all My brides who have had to carry such a cross.”

That was the end of Jesus' beautiful message.

This is very personal, but after Jesus gave me this message, I knew I had to share to encourage many other sisters who have also have had miscarriages. Some I know personally and now I can truly understand their pain. I felt the Lord gave me her name; Sarah. Well, I asked Him, “What is her name?” And it literally just popped in my mind; Sarah. The truth is I wouldn’t have given her that name, but I guess that is what the Lord calls her. So that is what I call her. Many times, I think when miscarriages takes place, we have a tendency to write it off not as a full, real child, which they were; they just weren't sustained until birth.

So I want to encourage my sisters to no longer call your miscarriage just a miscarriage, but it was a loss and a gain of a child in heaven! Like Jesus said, name your child, all of them if you have had more than one. Ask for their intercession often, and don't forget about them or try to push what happened out of your mind, but think of them often. How they look like, their smile, and the fun and joy they are having in heaven, and most importantly, that they are growing in stature only they will be the first to greet you at the gates of heaven when Jesus brings you home. I thanked the Lord for giving me the grace to carry this precious soul for those days until he took her home.

And just as Jesus said, He mentioned to do St. Therese healing novena for all those who are desiring a child or those who need healing in their bodies concerning conceiving. If that’s you, please email me at heartdwellersghana@gmail.com, or you can just comment down below, and I’ll include you in the novena, believing for St. Therese. She is so powerful, her intercession, her honor, and clout before God, and she is my beloved sister, such a close friend of mine. I feel like I know her personally. Her testimony in my life has been amazing.

The novenas and intercession to her have been so fruitful. So if it’s the will of God, indeed, as He mentioned, then all of us will be healed, and I believe I will have testimonies of those who’ve been waiting on a child to finally conceive, even in their old age. So please leave your name in the comment section, or email us your name, and then I’ll include you in the novena. I’ll start it the following day after you guys hear this message.