Mothering And Casting Down Evil Thoughts

May 30, 2025

Good morning, Lord. What’s on your heart?

“I am grateful for your efforts, My little one. With time, things will get much easier than this.

Thank you, Lord; the fight against sleepiness is real. And then this time, unfortunately, I was being called, so I had to leave, and I came back a little while later.

Sorry, Lord, I'm back. I had to help this little one with something, and I kept staring at her, feeling bad for being so distracted.

Jesus said,

“The object of your affection.”

I felt He was smiling when He said it. But I felt bad again because Jesus should be the object of my affection.

Then He said,

“The object of our affection,” [smiling even more].

I'm sorry, Lord, I am so distracted with her.

“There is no need to worry, Beloved; you worry far too much concerning her. I will continue to sustain her and sustain you and your beloved to carry out My will for her. She is a joy and a beauty, is she not?”

Oh Lord, she is, both inside and out. I am praying, I said, smiling.

Jesus responded,

“Of course—both inside and out. The topic you want to bring up, Beloved, in your heart, is a very good one and needs to be addressed.

At this point, guys, I was hesitant. I wasn't sure if it was now time to share the testimony.

Jesus, knowing my thoughts, responded.

“Don’t worry, you will write it in time, very soon. Being a mother is the greatest calling I can give a female soul. Truly it is. That is not to shame those who aren’t mothers or, haven’t had children yet or cannot have children. Being a mother far supersedes the physical aspect of it. Every woman is given a womb at birth, but not everyone answers the call to be a mother. Mothering souls who are not hers and caring for souls who are hers, a mother is a caretaker; one who sacrifices her body her entire life for another, carrying their burden, shouldering their pain, celebrating their joys, and laying her life down in prayer to ensure the souls whom she has been entrusted with reach their goal at any cost. She truly is a living, breathing, walking tabernacle of My image, of My presence and, of My love.

“A mother is a co-redeemer, a co-greater with God; you also bear children in your image, whether physical from biological children or spiritual children who will be trained to carry the virtues I have raised you up to have. All souls are children to a mother, in which My Mother was the greatest example.

“Because from you [woman, He means] mankind is multiplied and increased. This role is specifically hated by Satan the most. No matter what he tries to do or does, more image barriers keep coming from mothers; souls created in the likeness and image of God. It stirs him with fury and passion. If you knew how hell quakes when one woman conceives, that is why they do everything to ensure abortion is propagated, encouraged and done to as many wombs as possible, because indeed it's a sacrifice, on their altar, the altar of Molech.”

Leviticus 18:21

Don't sacrifice your children on the altar fires to the god Molech. I am the Lord your God, and that would disgrace me

“You should know how heaven celebrates not only the conception but also the delivery of just one child. It is as though light has come into the world— and very literally, it has.

“Each child is born with a very unique light, fingerprint and stamp. It's holy, Godly, and filled with love and wonder so pure, this light that babies carry but can be so easily snuffed out, veiled, or even stolen from them through time in their environment, through trauma, and through the agents of darkness. A mother who is mine, who is a believer who raises up this child in My ways, is a force to be reckoned with. The child's light and destiny only get brighter. Even if they falter, weep or even backslide, a praying mother's prayers are heard, are answered and are etched in the heart of God.

“It doesn’t mean their child won't suffer because, as you know, My bride's, suffering is necessary to draw you to a place of intimacy. But I promise you My will, indeed, will be done in their lives when you pray, no matter what it looks like and no matter the trial you face with your child.

“Now concerning the tactics of the devil to derail many mothers, to derail their destinies through various suggestions. It’s very common and happens to every mother, believe it or not. It happened several times to My mother during her pregnancy with Me. And afterwards, demons tormented her constantly with suggestions of fear of what others would think, the consequence of having a child out of marriage, so to speak, and that it was too much of a burden to carry such a promise. She dropped these thoughts, and many others, like pebbles in the ocean. Her mind and her will were consistently on Me.”

I interjected,

Lord, what is the difference between those who hear the suggestions, those who have mental illness, and those who act on them? Do all mothers hear these thoughts at one time or another? You know they ask you at every doctor appointment, “Do you have thoughts of harming your child?” I never say yes because I know it's a spiritual thing and it's just the enemy with random suggestions at times.

“Well, My beloved, you are aware of the enemies' tactics, so you understand that even outside of being a mother, many brides are faced with heinous suggestions, thoughts and images all the time. So, you all are aware of this and can hold the thought captive and dismiss it from your mind. Some struggle with mental illness or a mental health issue; when the thoughts are constant all the time—it’s no longer external but feels very internal and the urge or compulsion to act out of your thoughts is very strong and very real—that is when you have a mental health issue. Some may need medication because there is a very real chemical imbalance in the brain. Others need deliverance from such things. Now, those who act on it, of course, have finally come into agreement with satan and his demons. They have given him room and legal access in their life. So, he has a portion of control and leads them to act out such a horrible crime. Or worse, abortion even before the child can get here.    Either way, being a mother, both physical and spiritual, calls for great courage and strength. It is a great battle, nonetheless, and one that is highly honoured in heaven.

“Many thrones in heaven are set apart for many, many mothers and their children. So, stay encouraged, My beloved little one, and all My mothering brides. You are doing wonderfully, whether you realise it or not. Do not compare yourself, but you are a super mom in My eyes. Super why? Because you said yes, because you haven’t given up, and because of every single one of them—your sacrifices that no one sees, not even your children. Because of your prayers, because of your efforts, and because of every battle that is sent your way to knock you down and sometimes even take you out. But you're still standing, still moving forward with hands sometimes too weak to carry the load but carrying your children. These souls, nonetheless, amid every resistance and opposition, and because you haven't given up. Don't.

That was the end of Jesus' beautiful message.

Well, surprise, family! For those who haven't caught on, my condition that I have had was not only a health issue but also a child issue. The Lord has blessed Derrick and me with a daughter who is a joy! She is only a few months old, and that is why you haven't heard from me as often. And, that is why I have a new responsibility that I always talk about, one I couldn’t have prepared for, but such a blessing.

Before I came to the Lord, I would get random thoughts that could cause harm to me or be fatal, like running my car through traffic or running into the wall while driving. I would think, “Where did that come from?” and disregard it and keep going. When I came to Jesus, more specifically, Heartdwellers, I immediately learnt these thoughts were demons speaking to me to harm myself, and I learnt to quickly rebuke them and continued to disregard Satan's suggestions.

Then I began to walk with Jesus. Being born again, boy, did he hit me with many torments and thoughts. Even one of paedophilia, towards my nieces and nephews I used to watch. It was one, thought that passed my mind one day, and I was so disturbed by it, knowing it wasn’t me but something outside trying to get in, as one pastor would say. So, I didn't receive any guilt or shame from it but rebuked Satan, again, recognising his tactic, and dropped such a grotesque thought from my mind.

Then the Holy Spirit, being so amazing, at church a young lady part of our media crew and my Bible study group came to me with tears in her eyes, saying she wanted to speak to me about something and God told her it was safe to talk to me about it. She then began speaking about how she watches the children at church and began to have lewd, terrible thoughts towards them but didn't desire them at all in her heart. But she didn’t know where the thoughts were from. She felt so ashamed because she was called to a children's ministry, and then it clicked – wow, this is one of Satan's tactics, especially for those who are called to minister to children.

I told her how that also happened to me and what Jesus told me to do; that it was Satan trying to cause discouragement and shame in her gifts with children, So that she would turn away from the ministry God has for her, rather than rebuking him and recognising those thoughts are not coming from her, but, again, outside trying to come in. She cried, so relieved, and praised God for the condemnation, fear and shame gone, full of confidence in her ministry and equipped to battle Satan's onslaught.

So now, being a mother, I can hear times when a thought comes to my mind to harm her or harm myself in some manner. I am like, “This is a crazy thought, Satan. Get out of my head!” I even reached out to a mommies' group we created in the Heartdwellers chat and inquired if any of the mothers had gone through this. They all said they had. Some with lewd thoughts towards their own children, others had thoughts to harm, like to drown them or hurt them, or even hurt themselves. The thoughts are not often, but they come, and immediately all the mothers dropped them from their minds, recognising it was Satan. We thank the Lord. And just as I asked Jesus, imagine the many others who don't drop the thoughts or, worse, don't recognise they were demons and not their own minds or desires and would rather walk in so much shame, depression, confusion and condemnation. Some mothers, unfortunately, act on it. We thank the Lord for his grace and for equipping us in this way. As mothers, we stand fighting for our children and saying no to Satan's advances in our lives.

I know this is a very open and transparent message that may make some uncomfortable, and that is okay. But this is our reality as mothers, and I am glad I am not alone. But we can bring Satan's tactics to the light to expose them so that others may hear this message and be set free. God bless you, family. I look forward to sharing with you guys the testimony of “Our Answered Prayer”.

I just wanted to end with the scripture…

2 Corinthians 10:5

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.

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