You Need Self Deliverance At Least One A Month

May 30, 2025

Hello, brothers, sisters, and Heartdwellers family. I was still struggling with being faithful with my schedule and the things I needed to do. Because of it, I kind of found myself avoiding the Lord. I would do worship but felt many of the songs were condemning. Like saying, I lost my fire, I’ve grown cold, return back to your first love. I found myself resenting that as I thought, “Can I get a break, Lord? I have so much on my hands.  I am at least making an effort to seek You every day. I’m trying, is that not good enough?” When I say avoiding the Lord—avoiding doing the full Lord’s Supper again. I would just receive Him, or sometimes not receive Him, but I would just do worship. So, I was being very honest.

I realized I was still struggling with feelings of apathy but at least I was seeking the Lord and not leaning on my feelings. But I still felt blah but doing it anyway.

I then dragged my feet to do the Lord’s Supper still having feelings of internal resentment because my efforts didn’t seem pleasing to the Lord. (Can you guys say “pride”? Once I was done with my readings I pulled Rhemas and the first said,

“Pray the Self Deliverance Prayer”

I was a bit surprised, and pride rose up for just a second, like, “I’ve got demons?” Then I thought about it and said, “Yup, my attitude and the way I’ve been feeling I’m pretty sure I’ve got demons”.

So, I prayed the prayer, and I burped. Something came out and I felt different. The heaviness had lifted greatly, and I felt a release or a freedom, that I didn’t feel before.  I came before Jesus, now full and ready in faith to hear Him speak to me

Jesus, thank you for that self-deliverance prayer. I knew it would all turn around but didn’t realize I needed deliverance. I did burp so something came out.

Lord, what’s on your heart?

Jesus began,

“It’s right for you to feel beat up as you mentioned because you were being beat up by the enemy, Beloved. You stopped putting on your armor daily, you stopped saying The Binding Prayer daily—you just stopped. Stopped believing, taking authority, and even rebuking the enemy when he came for your thoughts and your mind.”

And Family, I am afraid to say, but it’s true. I didn’t have much time to myself anymore and would just offer my day as a prayer and keep it going rather than being very intentional to say these prayers that the Lord has taught us. I thought His mercy would cover me because of my situation. And many times, it does, but I think I was getting comfortable with that, rather than being intentional.

Jesus continued,

“I know you have had your hands full and much responsibility and the lie the enemy has gotten you to believe that My demands upon you are unfair and too much compared to others in the same situation. The only thing he does have right is that the demands I give to others and, to yourself are not the same, Beloved because you are not on the same journey or the same playing field, Beloved. Your call, your office, so to say, carries very high stakes and I have given you many graces to overcome and to be steadfast.

When this condition came upon you and this new season, don’t you think I made provision? But rather, you have gotten lax, looked at others, murmured, and complained, and have been in self-pity because of it. You also became bound with several different new friends—new demons sent to slow you down. You do not have the freedom or the time, Beloved. You are a Mother, a spiritual Mother also, at that. You can bank on the more responsibilities you have the more demons are sent your way to distract and derail you because more responsibility means more grace, more anointing, and more fruit, you see? So, the more demands I give you    provide you with greater blessing if you work with Me.”

Oooh, Lord, I see. Hmm… I tend to do that my whole walk. It seems others get to rest.

“And you don’t? Oh, my beloved, your rest is found in Me. You have an underlying strength within that you do not know of.”

As an aside family, I say that because, even on the mountain, I always would compare myself as the Lord seemed so much harder on me than others and everyone noticed it. There was a time when my roommate came home we both worked long hours at Mother’s. We were both tired and it was late. She laid down to rest and I was about to when I kept getting laziness in Bible Promises discerning something.    Holy Spirit then told me he wanted me to stay up and work on the piano. I was so frustrated, guys, I cried. I know, I didn’t want to at all. I was tired, and seeing my roommate in blissful sleep didn’t make it any better. He told me if I trusted Him he would help me come up with a song. I practiced my way through the tears as He kept me up until 3 am. And, sure enough, we came up with a song. One I posted on the channel. So, the Lord is funny with me in that way.

And back to the Lord

“The deeper I call you to go, the more strength you receive from Me. Remember the card I gave you a while back, Beloved?

The current would only get colder, and faster, no time or room for self-pity or comparison.

“Have you not noticed the days that you give in to these feelings or even sloth, Your whole day is taken away from you? Even how you feel goes low, with discouragement, and condemnation because of your failures to finish or even do a task you know you needed to do. Who do you think is the source again?

“They set you up to fail. I set you up to win. Oh, My beloved brides, demons feed into your emotions, and they anticipate what action you will take based on the negative emotions they give you, that you take. Then they have greater demons right there cheering you on for a fall. And when you fall they jump on you, like white on rice, as you say, to torment you with condemnation, hopelessness, confusion, apathy—you name it.

Then, they do it all over again the next day. And the deeper and deeper you go into their web, unless you cry out and call upon Me. But many times, they are so subtle you don’t even realize it. It just looks like a day where you feel like a failure because nothing was accomplished. You then turn to earthly consolation to soothe your ache, which opens even more doors, and then you feel so bad about yourself thinking, ‘What’s the point?’ A lie which they tell you and you believe. You keep your distance from all things Holy including Me and the work I have called you to because the weight of guilt is so heavy as days go by. When I am right here to help you immediately if you would but call, My brides.

“My little one, although you may not have released, you were delivered from much after saying the prayer. You know the ones that you were freed from, because upon reading the prayer, you became very passionate and spoke with greater authority when demanding that spirit to leave.”

Yeah, I noticed that Lord wow.

It would be good for you and all My brides to revisit that Self-deliverance Prayer again and even make it a point to say it once a month. Many times, you cannot pinpoint what is burdening you or what has a hold of you. And although The Binding Prayer is very good, this calls them forth and to come out. So, make this a holy habit, Beloved. It will help you very much, and all My brides. Share this prayer, once again, and I will be there to bring deliverance to many”

That was the end of Jesus’ message

Well, family, I will be posting the Self-deliverance Prayer so you can use it for your deliverance session once a month as Jesus instructed. If you need to pray it more than once a month, please go ahead. Be led by the Holy Spirit. It’s truly a powerful, yet simple, Self-deliverance Prayer.

And the Lord is right. As you’re praying the prayer, there may be particular spirits that you mention, that you will pray against with more fervor—with more passion, that may very likely be the ones that have been oppressing you, or the one that has inhabited some area of your soul that needs to come out. So, speak it and say it with full assurance and authority and confidence that God is going to bring deliverance to you, when you say this prayer.

Alright, God bless you, family.

God bless you family please pray for me to continue to conquer these obstacles that come to slow me down as I pray for you.

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