A week Of Inspection And Correction

Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. Man still in some rough waters. I pulled one of Mother Clare’s Rhema messages and got “Gods correction” which I will share on the channel. A storm of negative thoughts bombarded me this morning bringing panic again. I went to Bible promises trying to discern but the Lord wasn’t answering me which brought greater anxiety than just letting go and trusting the Lord. This cross has been very acute but such a torment to my soul if I can be honest. I just can’t seem to get ahold of myself or Jesus. Please guys pray for me.

I had a conversation with a soul this morning that left me hurting as well and then I pulled the Rhema “Fortify your heart in praise as you are in the face of opposition. Hmm I thought, Lord help me

Then I remembered the Rhema I got the other day that said:

From the time I gave up self-seeking I have been leading the happiest life one can imagine.

I know I was under correction because lately all I have been focuses has been on myself and my feelings. I just kept getting hurt when I put myself first in anyway by being vulnerable or sharing my feelings.

So I came before the Lord,

Hello Lord,

I feel so hurt and so weary….I just want to be done honestly

“Gather your emotions little one, you’re allowing it to get the best of you again. You are under My loving hand of protection and correction. There are many workings and dealings I am doing in your soul right now. Although painful it will work out for your good and your beloved good as well. His time of self-reflection and acknowledgment is coming but I am dealing with you first beloved because you know much better and are more self-aware.

“There are sins that are becoming brambles in our vineyard that need to be uprooted, pruned and cut and I am doing that work now. Praise me instead little one praise Me instead. Although it looks bleak, remember its darkest before the dawn. Do not fear all of these matters are in My hands beloved There were many assignments against you and many hindering spirits sent to cause confusion distraction and a fall. Your pride opened the door which lead to self righteousness, judgments and a lack of charity for your neighbor. You didn’t realize how your actions were hurting others and hurting Me beloved.”

And it’s true, I got a Rhema about last week when I felt a grave injustice and was so hurt by actions of another and I pulled this Rhema card that said Jesus sitting on a bench crying, I tried to reach for him but he moved away and winced in pain. As he continued to cry I realized that when I hurt others I am hurting him. When I got the card the first time I was full of resentment and didn’t see how I had hurt the other soul because I was done wrong but it was the thoughts of my heart towards them that made me nail them to the cross with bad feelings and thoughts towards them as well and I realized I had really done some damage. I didn’t feel repentant or contrite then and had asked Jesus for it and now I was feeling it…

“I have said it before and bares repeating; although the soul you have judged may not say anything they can feel it. The scorn, the disdain, the rancor and even jealousy just as you can feel when something is off with a soul and it’s geared towards. So, as you have been wounded you began to wound others in the process. Hence the saying ‘hurt people, hurt people’. And you are wounded beloved you must spend more time with me to receive that healing.

“I am the source of your strength, your joy and your healing. Let me be your sole desire and I will do it. I wound to heal. My correction towards you is because I love you and its not to punish you but My correction rather grooms you and grows you to bare much more fruit. I am dealing with deep issues of the heart within you and mindsets that have become a strong hold. These strongholds must come down and no more negative thoughts being entertained concerning others. You have another soul to apologize to. They too felt the scorn you had against them.

“All of these souls, even your beloved I have brought in your life to be loved, encouraged and supported by My love through you. When your love becomes selfish, self-seeking and self-centered it not only hurts you but it hurts the souls I have entrusted to you. It stops up the flow of grace and the flow of my love flowing being poured out unto others through you. It is like a water hose that gets clogged. Only but a little trickle out and that if at all. The clog is because of sin that gets in the way and many times the sins are sins of the flesh, sins of self will, self, self, self . When you are constantly thinking of yourself how then can you give to others?

“I am not at all diminishing the pain you feel or the wounds you may incur but come to me with it beloved every time you feel a sting of a word or action done against you. Come to me immediately and say, ‘Jesus this hurts and I feel this way but I choose not to hold this against this soul. I ask you for your forgiveness for them and give me your heart to love them past this that I may continue to be free to love. Heal this wound Lord, Amen.’

“Say that every time and I guarantee a peace will befall you knowing that you handed it over to me and that I am faithful to bring healing and reconciliation at the right time. Pain is an indicator that something is wrong but it doesn’t have to turn into a infection that will infect others if you would simply say this and trust me that everything allowed to happened to you is in my will and I use it all.

“My Brides, this will be a week of inspection and correction. I want you to inspect your conscience and see the bad habits that you have incurred over time that are damaging not only to yourself but to others. I will give you MY perspective that you may see the damaging effect of sins done against others and how it hurts them whether you see it immediately or not. All of you My Brides, are under My loving gaze and My loving correction. I am doing spring cleaning, wiping away the stains on your garments and ironing out some wrinkles in your soul by showing your motives and actions that displease Me and will cause harm to you and others in the future. I do this because you are My beloved ones and I discipline those whom I love. Be patient with yourself, My little one and have much courage, all will be well and the wounds will soon be mended and replaced with joy and salutation. I am with you My beloved little ones, to gently and lovingly prune you, that you may bare more fruit.”

And that was the end of Jesus’ message.

Oh, family please pray for me for patience, strength and courage. I am thinking I’m fighting this cross how badly I want it to go away especially before our trip and I keep trying to make things better and get hurt in the process because I think the Lord wants me to carry this cross rather than putting in my own efforts to make it go away when that is not His will. Also Please pray for Father Derrick and the souls on this trip we are meant to touch in China and India.

So, thank you family. The next message will be a repost from Mother Clare’s message. The Rhema message that I received called Gods correction. And Jesus gives a little more insight concerning what He is preparing us for all this week, in inspection and correction of bad habits and attitudes.

God bless you family, until the next message