Apostle Thomas’s Message: You Conquer The World By Your Faith

Hello Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers family.

Wow, the Lord has really shown His mercy towards me, such a poor little weakling. After my recent challenge and the previous message, by the end of the day, the Lord turned things around. Things looked so bleak and hopeless, truly it did.

During worship, Holy Spirit played a song I had not heard before called “Tell me so” by ‘V. Rose’. And wow, did it say everything I need to hear.. It’s just really hard to explain all that I go through, but the Lord knows. And here are the lyrics:

Comin’ to steal and kill and destroy your

life

You’ve been getting hit from left and right

One step forward, two steps back

And people don’t know all that you go through

And you’ve never quite been so under attack

[Chorus]

He would love for you to not know, not know who you are

So he can get in your head and break down your heart, oh

Take down the message, we gon’ teach him a lesson

For all the times he had you broken-down and stressin’

Say, “I know Jesus loves me ’cause I heard Him tell me so”

It’s you that gotta go

You that gotta know your place

It’s you that gotta get out of my face

Yes

Am I loved? Yes

Is there a plan for me? Yes

Do I forget sometimes? Yes but

God doesn’t forget about me though

He always lifts me high up like the eagle

I could be goin’ out of my mind

In a second, turn to Him and I will be fine

It doesn’t have to make sense

The truth will set you free, no matter what you see

Said, it doesn’t have to make sense

The truth will set you free, no matter what you think

‘Cause who the Son sets free, is indeed

So get this truth into your heart and breathe, breathe, breathe

‘Cause He would love for you to not know, not know who you are

So he can get in your head and break down your heart

Take down the message, we gon’ teach him a lesson

For all the times he had you broken-down and stressin’

Say, “I know Jesus loves me ’cause I hear Him tell me so”

Oh-oh

Hear Him tell, I hear Him tell me so

He tells me so

He tells me so

He tells me so

He tells me so

Get out of my face

Out of my space

Out of my mind

Out of my life.

Wow. That really encouraged me to rise up and say “Satan, not today!” again. The rest of my worship time was amazing, as I felt Jesus’ presence so strongly, and [was] greatly refreshed and even healed in His presence. When I did the Lord Supper, the responsorial psalm was truly the cry of my heart.

Psalm 138, verses 1-2, 3-4 and verse 6 and verse 8. The response was:

Lord, your love is eternal’ do not forsake the work of your hands. I will give thanks to you, O Lord, with all my heart, for you have heard the words of my mouth’ in the presence of the Angels I will sing your praise ‘I will worship at your holy temple. I will give thanks to our name, because of your kindness and your truth; when I called, you answered me’ you built up strength within me. The Lord is exalted, yet the lowly he sees, and the proud he knows from afar. Your kindness, O LORD, endures forever; forsake not the work of your hands.

So, I came before Jesus with such profound humility and gratitude saying,

Good morning Lord. Thank You so much for answering my prayers. Thank You so much for Your mercy towards me. Thank You so much from delivering me from my enemies and from myself. Thank You, thank You, thank You Lord, for being such a faithful and constant friend. I am so ashamed of my behaviour and my heart attitude towards You and Your will Lord. And yet every time, You rush in so sweet and so generous with Your forgiveness. It just leaves me speechless. I humbly thank You Lord.

Jesus, what is on Your heart?

I immediately saw Jesus walking side by side with a young man, smiling walking up to me, and I just knew it was the Apostle Thomas. He is the one that brought the gospel here and is even buried here. We plan to see his basilica and go to church on Sunday there.

I heard:

“I know too well the wonderful feeling of forgiveness and God’s mercy in my life. You are very much like me little one – or may I call you little sister?”

I said, Saint Thomas?

“Why yes!”

Anything.. what an honour to speak with you.

Saint Thomas continued,

“Oh no, I am nothing and God is everything. What a privilege you have each day to see Him face to face in the Holy Eucharist and hear His voice. You are truly highly favoured and blessed little sister. No longer take such a privilege for granted. We have been fervently praying for you. How I grieved and many times pity my fellow brethren upon the Earth. The attacks against you all are so immense, and when it seems like you are about to crush under the weight; the Lord comes rushing in with all His heavenly Angels to war and fight on your behalf, to clear the debris and to stop Satan and his plans in his tracks.

“He loses every time. He is the real one to be pitied because he is fighting a losing battle. But my heart goes out to you and the rest of the saints on Earth because of the tremendous battle you are facing, and those you have up ahead. But I came to you today to encourage you. There is also tremendous glory up ahead for each and every single one of you. Do not give up, no matter how dark it gets or how low you feel. I too struggled with doubt and unbelief even from childhood, and walking with the Messiah was no different.

“I had a brilliant mind and always wanted to understand things and many times, that got in the way of faith. The reason I doubted the Lord’s resurrection is I reasoned with myself. I knew He was God, but the suffering, His passion He endured, words cannot describe. Even now there is only so much scripture can tell you, but if you where there in that time; He truly did not look human, the things that were done to Him.”

Isaiah 52:4:

“But many were amazed when they saw him. His face was so disfigured he seemed hardly human, and from his appearance, one would scarcely know he was a man.”

“I cried bitterly the day of His death, as many of the disciples were in hiding, of fear of the Jews and having the same end as our Messiah. We were so in our flesh, that we couldn’t be reminded of the things He told us, the scriptures He instructed us over and over again, that He had to suffer and would be raised on the third day.”

Luke 9:21-22:

Jesus strictly warned them not to tell this to anyone. “The Son of Man must suffer many terrible things,” he said. “He will be rejected by the elders, the leading priests, and the teachers of religious law. He will be killed, but on the third day he will be raised from the dead.”

“Our emotions had consumed us, what we saw confused us, and so there was a lack of faith. I am sharing this with you because that is what the last days battle will do, my beloved little sister. Satan is after the faith of all believers. That is your greatest gift and weapon as the scripture says, you conquer this world by faith.”

1 John 5: 1-5:

Whoever believes that Jesus is the Christ is born of God, and everyone who loves Him who begot also loves him who is begotten of Him. 2 By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God and keep His commandments. 3 For this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments. And His commandments are not burdensome. 4 For whatever is born of God overcomes the world. And this is the victory that has overcome the world – our faith. 5 Who is he who overcomes the world, but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God?

“The things that you will feel will be overwhelming. The pain you will have to endure through as a Christian, a bride of Christ in the times to come, will be sometimes paralyzing; the pain, the fear, and worse what you will see. You will know contradiction after contradiction. Situations that seem so dire, so terrible and so shocking at times. As the scripture also says: many hearts will fail because of fear of what they see.”

Luke 21:26:

Men’s hearts failing them from fear and the expectation of those things which are coming on the Earth, for the powers of the heavens will be shaken.

(And as an aside; I believe he’s talking about the Tribulation.)

“But Christians must arm themselves with Gods word. They must arm themselves with His promise. And that is why your role in hearing the voice of our beloved Saviour and dictating His words, are so important and such a threat to Satan and the kingdom of darkness. Your words and the words of those Brides who will hear His voice, will be anchors and life-savers in the darkest moments of despair. It’s simply His words through your mouth that the Holy Spirit will use to resonate with many; ringing in the hearts and minds of many, when their hearts want to fail them. They will remember what Jesus told Heartdwellers, what Jesus said in the scriptures and they will hold fast to their profession of faith, knowing that their hope is found in Him alone.”

Hebrews 10:23: Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; for He is faithful that promised.

“That is why the battlefield is in the mind and in the heart. If Satan can attack your mind and have his thoughts enter into your heart to cause you to doubt your faith in what you know to be true and in the words of Jesus – then he can cause you to waiver, and that is all he needs; to be given a little room, to have your faith. What He doesn’t know, is that you are held fast in the palm of the Lords hands. Not one of you can be snatched unless you let go and even then, His mercy is available.

“I had to see to believe, but blessed are you little sister and so many Christians, who have believed without seeing. He is coming to strengthen the faith of the Church for now it is declining rapidly, so rapidly, as many hearts have grown cold and lukewarm. Jesus has been training hidden apostles and disciples to know His voice, to know His ways and to walk in His power. And at the demonstration of His power, His love will be revealed for mankind so many will come to Him.

“You are at the point now, so close to that time and season where God intends for the power of His son to be glorified among believers; but there has to be training and breaking and that is what you and all the brides of Christ are going through. So do not doubt again the will of God, what He permits or what He allows or doesn’t allow My faithful little ones. He is truly preparing you for the greater works you will all do in His name, to bring many to Him.

“After touching Jesus side and receiving the impartation of the Holy Spirit, I didn’t waiver again. I went passionately wherever He would send me to prove My love and My faith to Him sometimes to a fault , but I wanted all to know Jesus Christ was Lord and Saviour. The work done and seeds planted, still are being watered and blooming in India, as I also shared with the faithful; love of His Mother. It is her Immaculate Heart that will triumph in the end. It is the Queen of Heaven in collaboration with the Holy Spirit that will bring revival, and have every knee bow and every tongue confess, that Jesus Christ is Lord. Go to her more my little sister. Go to her often my faithful friends, entrust everything into her hands and you will see a harvest in everything you do. That is all for now. I enjoin you to continue to thank the Lord often my dear friends. Do not doubt, do not fear, God is with you.”

And that was the end of the apostle Thomas’s message.