Don’t Let Complaint Slip From Your Mouth, Thank Me

Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. This is the day we are leaving for our trip and I asked the Lord for three rhemas. We have been so busy every morning if I can be honest, I haven’t made the time to pray as I should or seek the Lord.  So now that we are leaving I wanted to know what was on His heart for this trip

The songs he played were telling of a trials coming up to submit to His will.

The other two rhemas were about letting go of self-seeking and practicing self-forgetfulness and also about being judged and despised for laboring for souls. I was a little bit taken back because I wasn’t expecting that then I decided to pull rhemas from my box and got the first one

“Keep quiet and pray a spirit of shut up” I get that rhema when its concerning when there is a trial and I want to express how I feel or share my displeasure and the Lord is saying hush you just pray.

Last years missionary trip was met with many painful trials between Father Derrick and I and I began to dread it as the enemy was suggesting all my fears and painful memories from my last trip, that it would happen all over again

I came before the Lord, Good morning, Lord with all the rhemas and songs I’m beyond discouraged now with what I feel your telling me. You made a promise to me this mission trip wont be like the last time…it was so painful last year and all the rhemas are leading up to more test and trials.

Jesus began,

“The rhema was given to you to prompt you when there are difficulties I would rather that you keep quiet and pray. The enemy will do all that he can to bring distention between you two. You think speaking helps, and it does but sometimes its silence and for you beloved its silence and pray and watch what I will do. “Do not worry this trip will be very fruitful. Very fruitful, beyond your capacity to understand.”

I then took a break to have us both join the intercessory prayer call, and I shared my vulnerable feelings with the group and rather left feeling like, maybe I should’ve shared my feelings so much

There was so much coming into my mind and heart that It was hard to hear the Lords voice but he broke through.

Jesus continued,

“Beloved come back to Me, you are seeing and envisioning the worst It will not be that bad or anything like you perceive it to be or the presentations of the enemy to cloud your judgment and your mind. Just like you trusted Me before saying, Lord if indeed your promise is true have my beloved do this in the quietness of your heart, you said a short prayer and what happened he came to do exactly what you prayed for.

To ensure you that I am faithful and that his heart has changed I want to do the same and let go of all else. Do not talk or complain, just pray beloved. You will end this year with great joy and a bountiful harvest but the enemy wants you to stop before you can even get there. And the measure of fruit and anointing you both will receive is telling of why the opposition is so intense and will increase to cause discouragement if you go by what you see or feel.

So, trust Me my beloved one trust me and enjoy this journey with me. I have already gone before you to make provision for everything even your failures, but I am asking you to cooperate with Me. I love you enough to give you a heads up so you are forewarned and not taken by surprise. Do not worry, everything will work out for you good and for the good for the souls I will have you touch.

Lord what about take nothing with you for the journey ….um

This is from when Jesus sent out his disciples two by two he gave instructions when journeying to share the gospel what should be done

He told them: “Take nothing for the journey—no staff, no bag, no bread, no money, no extra shirt.

And I have gotten this rhema a couple of times when he is indicating that I will be traveling and Jesus is very literal for those who would have the faith to abandon themselves to divine providence and watch him move. Unfortunately I didn’t think Father Derrick would go for it just yet.

As I looked at our 3 suitcases and 1 carry on bag thinking maybe its too much and is he sure I should take nothing. However I have seen Gods faithful by following his instructions very literally when bother Leo was called to the mountain and he literally came with the clothes on his back and Jesus provided everything when he got the rhema take nothing with you for the journey. Help me Lord.

Jesus responded,

“Submit these things to your beloved and follow his leading and you can always simplify your items. I want you to go leading by example beloved the example of simplicity and holy poverty that says I am enough. Everything you are taking is not necessary, so take what only is necessary for the journey although I would prefer you take nothing at all, I understand your state in life as wife I do desire that you to submit to his thinking a time will come where his will, will be completely My will and many times you will travel taking nothing with you as you see me provide and do all things for you and through you.

“Go with my peace this morning beloved let all anxieties and fears go and embrace my Holy will whatever may come your way don’t let a complaint slip from your mouth but rather thank me. Make it a habit and you can begin during this mission trip and great opportunity that I have provided for you. In all things give thanks to me began now this morning thanking me for my faithfulness, how far I have brought you, the changes you have seen in yourself and beloved, the provision that I have given you and the more that is to come. The opportunity to be an instrument , a vessel of honor I can use to touch others. Thank Me for the opportunity to go to different nations to share My love and thank Me profusely for this union that I have put together. Thank me for your beloved and his leading and counsel in your life. You both are a blessing, and will be a blessing not only to those I whom I will have you meet but to one another and I will make sure that you both see that again. A holy Heavenly team that hell cannot stop or reckon with carrying My spirit, My power and My love everywhere you go. That is the expectant end for now you both are being refined and transformed into that with every situation, every opportunity and even in every trial so thank Me beloved, thank Me.”

And that was the end of Jesus’ message.

Pray for me family truly. I want to say thank you so much for your support and continuous prayer. It’s because of you that this is all possible. I will be sharing the needs of the groups in China and India on the channel. We received a large donation a week or so ago but we had to make some large purchases for irrigation material and equipment for farm at the City of God, the Lord wants us to do. We also paid for some school fees for our 21 children and help single mothers with their needs.

Leaving today we are very low on donations and in India they have a budget of $3,400 that is needed during the time of our missionary trip to support the activities and all the people we will help. So any donation amount family will be greatly appreciated. Truly whatever we get goes out so quickly because we support a lot of people and families in Ghana and even within our group. So please think of us.

God bless you until the next message.