Heaven Is Your Home

Lord, I am here. I am sorry. I’m doing everything else than to sit and hear from You. Please help me get past my fear of everything.

Jesus began,

“Embrace suffering, Beloved, don’t run from it. It is the very thing I use to draw you closer to Me and to purify you. You already have a forewarning, and you know the antidote is praise and worship, and that also I will come to your defense in whatever I permit or allow. So do not be afraid it will work out for your good.”

As an aside, family I pulled three rhema cards. The first card on the front said,

Suffering and grace —Blessed Mother

On the back, it read,

“Know my daughter, that although I was raised to the dignity of the Mother of God, 7 swords of pain pierced My heart. Don’t do anything to defend yourself, bear everything with humility, God himself will defend you.

The second said,

Conference on Spiritual Warfare: Always depend upon your superiors even in the smallest things.

The last card read,

Worship/ Warfare: [With] every crash of the tambourine, I scatter your enemies and push the darkness back.

And I got the Passion Reading again. So, I was thinking, “Lord, I’m so tired and fearful now because I just came out of a storm that took my breath away. I’m not sure I can bear much more.

Jesus continued,

“You have been confused about many things because you have begun to doubt again and question everything. Just stand on My Word, Beloved. Stand when that is all you can do. You will see in time how clearly you have been hearing from me and how accurate your discernment has been. Just stand and wait.

“I would like for you to share the experience you had this morning. It was very real, Beloved. “

Lord, I see why, in the movie, so many cried and didn’t want to come back. It’s the greatest consolation to experience heaven and great pain too because the peace, the contentment, the joy, and the wholeness you feel there is like none other. It doesn’t make you want to come back at all.

“Well, that is your home, and it gives you something to not only look forward to but to long for. When the cares of this life get too burdensome, you know that this reality you are living in is only temporary and you have a greater reality that is eternal where every fulfillment you have ever desired will be given to you.   Share, Beloved, it will be a great encouragement for many.”

So, family, I watched this film called “After Death”, and it was based on scientific research and eyewitness accounts of Near-Death Experiences—telling their stories. Towards the end, the experiences they described were brought to life. It brought me to tears just wishing to go to my heavenly home and also rededicating my life again to Jesus to live for souls.

The movie can only be found via the Angel Studios app which you have to pay for—$19.99 for membership. It has all the latest Christian movies, for those who are interested.

There were two who had hellish experiences, yet God’s mercy pulled them out. I just balled at the goodness of God and how important it is to tell everyone about Him so that many souls don’t go to hell. I couldn’t stop thinking about it and Jesus had extended an invitation to go to heaven a couple of weeks ago, to all His brides and I hadn’t gone back. So, this morning I felt strongly about playing some heavenly instrumental music and just closed my eyes and allowed Holy Spirit to take over. Yes, I have been struggling with much doubt, unbelief, and insecurity but I just stepped out in faith. In the next message, I will share my heaven visitation.

I went to discern this two-part message, and my readings were all over the place. I couldn’t confirm if it was from the Lord or wasn’t and I began to get a bit frustrated, so I decided to pull a rhema message to get more clarity. The title said

Unbelief & Scrupulosity

As I read I felt I had to add it to this message. This is from Mother Clare in 2022, but it is still so relevant today. I realized I was struggling with unbelief and scrupulosity. ‘Oh, help me, Lord’.

It began with Mother Clare wanting to purchase a piece of equipment, but she had no sense of peace and just got confused. She finally got clarity from the Lord, when he was trying to get her attention—that he wanted her to move forward with the purchase just not from the source she was going to get it from. So, she got her peace back and Jesus began to address her struggles with unbelief and scrupulosity, which I believe all of us struggle with at times.

I am just going to read to you when Jesus begins speaking—this is from Mother Clare…

Mother Clare

Ok. So, I went to the Bible Promises again just to get a confirmation. And I got ‘Obedience, do what you were told to do.’ I still felt awkward but what happened was it came into my mind, (I am sure, my angel or the Lord), ‘What about the source? Is this the right source for what I need?’ And I got a thumbs down on this—he is not the right source. All of a sudden, all that fear and unbelief left me. So that is what it is! Wow Lord, finally release, thank You.

He said,

“Didn’t I begin this message by telling you I will take you out of this pit?”

Thank You, Lord. Oh, what terrible things are planned for this world.

He changed the subject.

“That is correct, you are truly in end times, full force. But I am protecting you, all of you. Yes, there is persecution but nothing that will keep you from working. You will always have My work to do.”

I was thinking about the internet because that is how we get messages to people.

Then I said, Jesus, I trust in You. But what if there is no more internet?

“There will always be work for you to do, please take a grain of your own advice, ‘Do not try to solve tomorrow’s problems with today’s grace.”‘

I said…

And then He said.., “May I say it?”

What Lord? — Yes, You may say it. What is it?

“You worry too much, please trust Me more.”

He held me close to His Heart, and told me that He loved me so much, but when will I trust Him?

I said, I need that grace.

And He said,

“I have given it to you, but where is your correspondence to the grace—to My gift? Indeed, you are trying, but I do not want this community to follow your lack of trust. Tell them this, please. It is from Me.”

Did everybody get that?—Ok. I laughed. Well, anyway – no, that is not right, I did not laugh, I skipped ahead.

He hugged me again,

“Oh Clare, I love you so much. You certainly are a classic example of my Apostle Thomas. You could call for his prayers, you know. He no longer has doubts.”

And I laughed…Yes, he is in Heaven, how can that be?

And He said,

“No, seriously, you are his twin! But it must be that way if I am to touch those who are bound in chains by fear. I must work with a pitiful example of unbelief, that even the lowliest soul will resonate with. But I will give you this, you have tried to be faithful with My resources and for this I am proud. You did not have peace because this was not the right source for what I asked you to get. Now I will connect with the right one. Can you trust this?”

Uh-I think I can! — More laughter.

“You are going to blossom with this gift. Did I not tell you that I am giving you a new life? This is a part of that, and you will learn quickly.”

Thank You, Lord.

“Now, since you are out of the pit can we move forward?”

Yes, Lord.

“Again, thank you for being so careful, you are learning, but I want to speak to you about Pride. Pride always assumes it is right and leaves no room for questioning.”

So, I asked Him, how do I reconcile that with unbelief?

“It is indeed a fine line,” He replied, “that you must learn to distinguish. You can also make the excuse that you are afraid of offending with unbelief.”

Yes, if I were afraid of that then I would not ask anyone else to help me discern and that would not be good either.

“That,” He continued, “That can be used as an excuse to keep one from using more discernment, going to other sources to discern. Always with these issues, consult your conscience, if you have no peace, there is good reason for this.

“In this particular case, I withheld that peace because I had a better source for you. At the last moment, with the help of your angel, you sought me about the source, and I answered you. So now that you have peace, you can move forward without being scrupulous. Right?”

And just so you know, scrupulosity is—it’s like unbelief, but it is taking something and examining it from every direction to make sure it is the Lord, even when the person has had confirmations that it is the Lord. Then you are being scrupulous.

(Oh, man, I’m so guilty, Lord, Ahh!)

And I said- We can move for-He said, “We can move forward without being scrupulous, right?”

And I said, Ummmm…. right!!

“Now do you see why I called you Thomas’s twin?”

I laughed. I do. Lord, I receive your peace and am so happy I will have them sooner.

Yes, the date for obtaining them was two-thousand twenty-four, they have to be made. So, I said-

“My dear ones,” Jesus continued, “there is a fine line to walk between holy caution and unbelief. It is yours to discern with My grace, I will always help you but do ask Me, and when you ask, believe you will truly get this help.”

And that was the end of Jesus’ message.

Oh Lord, deliver us all from scrupulosity and unbelief, especially me. Oh family, continue—please pray for me. God bless you until the next message, which is coming very soon— The Heavenly Visitation.