Prepare for Advent, Prepare For My Coming

Hello Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers family.

We were in Chennai during the cyclone and it was pretty bad all over the news. Many parts of the city were flooded and even some deaths – however, we were untouched. The hotel we stayed in lost power a few times but besides that we were ok, as we prayed. This all happened two days before we were to leave to meet with Sister Jahavi and Pastor Joseph.

Thank goodness we didn’t have major issues flying there, but I had a another trial that caused my heart to ache at the airport. I found myself in pain and a heart full of bitterness all over again. If it wasn’t one thing it was another. I thought, “not again..” not on this trip to India.. but here I was.

Once I arrived, we had a warm welcome as I desired to seek the Lord’s face; I needed His comforting. So the first day we arrived in the evening, I did adoration and the reading hit me right between the eyes. It was truly Holy Spirit that chose the reading, because it addressed what was going on in my heart.

As an aside; I encourage each of you to get the In Sinu Jesu’ book if you haven’t already. Its a journal entry of a priest at prayer during Adoration, and it’s a great book to read to get a word from the Lord when you’re feeling dry, or unsure where you stand with him or most importantly; to hear His heart each day, especially during adoration.

This is from page 94 in: ‘In Sinu Jesu’ –

Jesus began,

“Begin this Advent season full of confidence and hope in My unfailing mercy. Although I am coming and coming soon, I am already present. Look at My Eucharist Face: know that I am here for you in this the Sacrament of My love. I am here to console you, to comfort and instruct you, to give you an experience of My divine friendship already here in this life, so as to prepare you for the glories of friendship in the next.

In this Sacrament I wait for you. So many emphasize that they must wait for Me and yet, I am already present, close to them and disposed to reveal to them the secrets of My Heart. They forget that it is I who wait for them to come to Me. How often did I say to My disciples, “Come to Me”? They understood, at least most of them did; the intensity of My longing for the company of souls. I would have all souls come to Me and remain with Me.

This is the secret of priestly holiness. Once a priest begins to come to Me, seeking My Eucharistic Face and longing for the company of My pierced Heart, I will come to him and make My home in him and with Me, will come My Father and the Holy Spirit. Thus will his priesthood be forever consecrated and sanctified and rendered divinely fruitful.

Spend this Advent, My beloved friend, My priest, close to Me in the Sacrament of My love. Be My Priest adorer. Offer Me yourself and I will offer you with Me to our Father. Seek out the company of My immaculate Mother and of the saints. Learn to live with them now so that you will live with them in eternity. Honor My Mother in the mystery of Her Immaculate Conception. This is a mystery full of grace and of light for those who ponder it. It is the remedy for many of the ills that afflict My priests and poison their souls. Invoke My Mother, conceived without sin and she will communicate to you something of purity and brightness of Her all-holy and Immaculate Heart.”

I asked Our Lord for help in preaching to the priest of diocese

Mary Elisha: And as an aside: I had to preach the next morning with all this pain in my heart, feeling heavy and so out of it – I just didn’t know if I would be any good and was nervous to preach if I can be honest. So He really answered me here, because I knew Holy Spirit was addressing me having to preach the following morning.

Jesus continued,

“Do not be fearful of preaching. Know that I will be with you to speak through you and to touch even the most hardened hearts. Abandon yourself to Me in complete confidence and I will abandon Myself to you, so that your words will be My words and your presence, My Presence. That is what I long to do with every priest of Mine. If only My priests would allow Me to speak and to act through them, what miracles of grace they would see!

A holy priest, is quite simply one who allows Me to live in him as in a supplement to humanity. In every priest I would speak and act, delivering souls from the powers of darkness and healing the sick – but most of all, I desire to offer Myself in every priest and to assume every priest into My own offering to the Father. This I would do at the altar in the celebration of My Holy Sacrifice, but not only there; the life of a priest united to Me is a ceaseless oblation and he, like Me, is a perpetual victim. You cannot imagine the fruitfulness of such a union, and this is the fruitfulness that I desire for My Father’s glory and for the joy of My Bride; the Church.

Do not stop transcribing My words to you. I speak to you to comfort and enlighten you, to show you how much I love you and want you at every moment, close to My open Heart, but I speak to you also for your brother priests and for those souls who would pray for them and who would offer themselves, that priests might be sanctified in truth. My word to you this evening is the cry of prophet Israel, that you sang a few moments ago. Be ye comforted, be ye comforted, for behold I am coming very soon. Desire My coming and prepare for it by living in communion with the most pure Heart of My Mother. I have confided to her the preparation of souls for My advent in glory.”

Hmm, this word was sobering. It’s about Christmas but with all the recent trials, it’s so hard to focus on the merriness and hope of Christmas when it doesn’t feel like it, even weather wise. But the Lord is asking me, asking us all, to do that. So now Jesus began to speak personally to me –

Jesus what’s on Your heart?

Jesus began,

“Your pain, whether you realize it or not is a consolation to Me. I’m using everything beloved, continue to endure a little while longer and continue to give yourself to Me in any way that I come to you. Have faith in My promises and all that I have shared with you in what you’re called to do. Wait on Me, I am here, in your waiting I have come, but concerning this soul; wait on Me. I know what pain this has caused you I am so sorry, please forgive Me.” (I can see the Lord holding me from behind)

Lord Your humility.. I know you work all things out for our good and I don’t understand it.. but I even surrender that.

“There is hope beloved. I want you to really love this soul and give them the benefit of the doubt these few weeks you’re here. I want you to encourage them each day with how much you love them, believe in them and trust them. Shower them with your love beloved, unconditional and unprohibited and pray, pray, pray, pray for this soul, pray for their heart. I am already convicting and much is going on deep down that you cannot see, but habits like this don’t die quickly.

“It’s their relationship with Me that will cause them to forfeit this bad behavior and habit, any time they get distracted with other things besides My presence and loving Me. They suffer, you suffer and our relationship suffers as well. You must remember everything they do to you, it is also done to Me, so the pain for Me is more than you can know, but I see far ahead the jewel that they will be. You only see your pain and the resentment, and I see a Holy soul transformed by my light and love; very Holy at that. Please be patient with this soul and with Me as I am working, I am working beloved.”

Lord, may I ask in Your mercy that there be breakthrough?

“You will have what you ask for if your patient beloved and that is why I am asking this of you the next few weeks. You forgive, love sincerely and whole-heartedly and I will move in an amazing way in this souls heart. As you pray for this soul to come to a place of self-reflection and self-knowledge, repentance will take place. Give Me your heart entirely and in time, I will give theirs.”

I went to ‘Bible Promises’ to discern because I was too attached to what I wanted, and I got, of course: ‘Patience’.

Hebrew 10:36:

Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised.

“This soul is in need of your love and prayers, coupled with patience. And I am in need of your love, time and attention in Adoration. I am lonely and long for your love beloved. I will do all that I have promised, trust Me, your faith is being greatly tested now but you know I am faithful.

“I want you to prepare the heart of My beloved Brides for advent season and that means your heart must be in that same posture My little one. Stay close to My Mother as I indicated, and she will prepare your heart to be My resting place, My manger and My humble abode. She will purify your heart, clean out traces of the world and leave it poor, simple and humble enough for Me to enter and rest My head. For blessed are the poor in spirit, theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven, and blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.”

And that was the end of Jesus’ message.