Rejected Souls, Your Reward Will Be Great in Heaven

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I have been preparing to leave and had a casual conversation with one of the intercessors and they felt they may be called to go with me. I discerned and I didn’t get a clear answer, so I assumed they weren’t called to come with me. I will spend some time on the mountain as well. Looking forward to that.

So, when I began to do my Lord’s Supper, the Gospel reading was from;

Luke 10:1-12,17-20 – Jesus sends out the seventy

After these things the Lord appointed other seventy also, and sent them two and two before his face into every city and place, whither he himself would come.

2 Therefore said he unto them, The harvest truly is great, but the labourers are few: pray ye, therefore, the Lord of the harvest, that he would send forth labourers into his harvest.

3 Go your ways: behold, I send you forth as lambs among wolves.

4 Carry neither purse, nor scrip, nor shoes: and salute no man by the way.

5 And into whatsoever house ye enter, first say, Peace be to this house.

6 And if the son of peace be there, your peace shall rest upon it: if not, it shall turn to you again.

7 And in the same house remain, eating and drinking such things as they give: for the labourer is worthy of his hire. Go not from house to house.

8 And into whatsoever city ye enter, and they receive you, eat such things as are set before you:

9 And heal the sick that are therein, and say unto them, The kingdom of God is come nigh unto you.

10 But into whatsoever city ye enter, and they receive you not, go your ways out into the streets of the same, and say,

11 Even the very dust of your city, which cleaveth on us, we do wipe off against you: notwithstanding be ye sure of this, that the kingdom of God is come nigh unto you.

12 But I say unto you, that it shall be more tolerable in that day for Sodom, than for that city………..

And the seventy returned again with joy, saying, Lord, even the devils are subject unto us through thy name.

18 And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.

19 Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.

20 Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven.

I chucked because it’s the same passage Jesus gave us the last time we traveled together, and I knew it was the Lord’s will. So, after receiving the Lord, I came before him saying,

Good morning, Jesus. You are full of surprises.

“I am, Beloved, and very good too,” he said, smiling.

I then had a phone call and was asked to do a task, so I left for a while and came back.

I’m sorry Lord I am back. Jesus, I am just feelings of insecurity between you and Me. The songs and Rhemas are we okay now?

I told you guys I was in the doghouse and kept getting songs about the prodigal son, or coming back home to the Lord, or turning back. I thought, Lord, I am back now or is there still some area in my heart that is not right? I had a sense of something foreboding ahead and I had been very anxious these past few days.

My Rhemas were:

Run to the Father, He is now running towards you! Come.

I should see this as a good reading but with insecurity comes condemnation. So, I rather felt, “uh oh, what have I done that I am a prodigal child again?

Second Rhema said,

“I disable and destroy to the root all curses and demons lying in wait set to detonate. In Jesus’ Name and all devices set inside our bodies to hinder or harm in any way. All spirits of oppression. Holy Spirit, reveal the devices of evil and show us how to pray.”

Third rhema said,

Steady as She goes, “continue to stay steadfast”.

Jesus began,

“My beloved your insecurity has caused you to approach Me with caution, and sometimes not coming at all because of shame of what you think you have done. I gave you the Rhema from St Padre Pio so that you would know when I convict of sin, which I have been doing in your soul, it is gentle, peaceable, and tranquil. It is the enemy of your soul that causes you to feel condemned, troubled, and agitated. Aren’t they the symptoms you’re feeling?

Hmm I thought and the Rhema I received yesterday from Padre Pio. It says

“The Spirit of God is a spirit of peace and even in the most serious faults He makes us feel a sorrow that is tranquil, humble, and confident and this is precisely because of his mercy. The spirit of the devil, instead excites, exasperates, and makes us feel in that very sorrow anger abasing ourselves, whereas we should on the contrary be charitable with ourselves first and foremost. Therefore, if any thought agitates you, this agitation never comes from God, who gives you peace, being the spirit of Peace but from the devil”.

And that is the reason why I keep beckoning you to come close. It’s My nearness and My love received that delivers you from such oppression and thoughts, My beloved little one. Stay the course and continue to submit to Me whatever may come, and all that is asked of you.

I do want you going out two by two, Beloved, I always prefer that. Know that moving forward I will usually have you travel with another. It was most necessary during the time I walked the earth with My disciples, and it still is now. Two are always better than one. Do not expect anything bad to happen as the enemy is giving you forbidding scenes and images in your mind’s eyes.”

And here the Lord is talking about another soul who is my friend but deals with mental illness. When he has an episode, he can say violent things and he has, only once, but most of the time he is such a sweetheart. The enemy was giving me all types of images of violence taking place to cause fear in meeting this soul because I could sense the Lord wanted us to work with him somehow.

Jesus continued,

“This will be a very fruitful trip. You will see great ministering opportunities. Although this soul going with you at times has been a thorn in your side, and you in theirs, at times, you are her mother, and she is your daughter. You both cannot escape that unless I separate the two of you. There are many things in her that you need and various gifts, and virtues in you that she needs. You make a wonderful pair, you two, and that is why the enemy is adamant to always want to incite division.

Move forward in setting up things for ministry there and pray into that time even now and for your family as well.”

Yes Lord,

“There is no need to fear, working with this soul as well.

And here Jesus is talking about the young man.

“He will be a joy to you, and you will be a joy and comfort to him. He has gone through so much, Beloved, so much. He is a unique soul despised by this world, overlooked by many, but chosen by Me. He doesn’t understand it now ─ all that I have allowed, and the turns and twists that have formed his life, but I have used everything and will continue to.

“Only in Heaven will he come to see the amazing glory set aside for him, because of his sufferings and because of his “Yes”. He is much holier than you think, and it is precisely these souls, such as King Angelo, who will be crowned as kings and queens in heaven because they have used every last grace I have given them. Although, the fruits in their lives by world standards, do not show it ─ but only I know, I see and I can judge righteously.

“You have been given much ─ much, Beloved. Therefore, I expect so much from you ─ a return on My investment, you can say, and that is how I measure each soul. It would be good for you to share the story.”

There was a passage in Rick Joyner’s Book called “The Final Quest” where he had very real experiences in Heaven and the Lord had him write it down and put it into the book for the Church. I encourage every Christian to please read that book, it is a must. God explains so many spiritual truths. One story was of King Angelo, who is one of the kings in heaven. When Rick Joyner met him, he was so handsome and so regal. King Angelo hugged Rick Joyner dearly as if he knew him on earth and was an old friend.

Jesus asked, “Do you recognize him?” He said no. Then the Holy Spirit showed him his life on earth when he was younger. He was walking on the street with another young man, a Christian, and they saw this homeless man passing out gospel tracts trying to share the gospel. He looked dirty, unkept, and couldn’t speak but was waving the tract around. Then he (Rick Joyner) made a scornful comment that he was a crazy prophet or something.

Then the Holy Spirit showed him another scene, of a young man, clean-cut playing chess with the elderly ─ taking care of them with great compassion and care. Then he showed him another man, now homeless living in a cardboard box. A cat was about to enter the box and the homeless man violently thrust his leg at the cat almost hitting it as it ran off scurrying away.

Jesus then asked him, “Which one of these two men do you think is a king in heaven? Rick Joyner said with all confidence and assurance, the first young man who was well dressed and clean-cut helping the elderly. Jesus told him, no that it was actually the homeless man. Rick Joyner was stunned.

He then went on to reveal that King Angelo was that homeless man and he looked at King Angelo now smiling with all the Lord’s glory surrounding him and that he was also the same man he walked by and scorned as a young man that he called a crazy prophet.

Jesus then told the back story of King Angelo. He was born as an orphan, was deaf, and neglected as a child until he was on his own. He found a gospel tract on the floor and, then gave his life to Jesus. From then on, he would take odd jobs like mowing lawns, to make small bucks just to use it all to pay for gospel tracts to pass out and to share, although he couldn’t speak. No one minded him and he never saw one conversion. But he kept on passing out the tracts to anyone who would receive them. Finally, he died by lying on top of another drunk, homeless man who had passed out ─ so would freeze in the snow. He froze to death, instead of the man, and heaven couldn’t wait to take him up with great joy. Now he is a king in heaven. Rick Joyner was floored.

Jesus then explained that the other clean-cut man was raised in a Christian household, in a good family, and godly upbringing. Yet he hadn’t used all the graces the Lord gave him. Jesus expected him to do much more than what he had done because he had been given so many talents. However, King Angelo on the other hand, was raised with very little opportunity or love but used all the graces that were given to him, and thus did so much more with his life. Jesus is trying to show us in Heaven how we will be judged and rewarded, by the lives and the graces we were given and what we did with them..

I had tears in my eyes after reading that passage and now knew why Jesus expected so much from me, and also how I had judged, terribly, the less fortunate who had come into my life. Those who had bad homes, or upbringings, or made terrible decisions in their lives, I had judged. But now, seeing them in the eyes of the Lord’s mirror they could all easily surpass me in holiness and glory because they weren’t given many talents or graces in life to begin with. Of the little they were given ─ they used it all.

Rather, I grew up with such privilege, advantage, and a good upbringing as a Christian, yet have fallen so short in all that I could do for the kingdom of God. Hmm wow sobering for us all to think about.

This soul, my friend, has come from a hard unfortunate life as a child. His father had been on drugs, in the streets, struggling with schizophrenia since he was little. He was raised by his grandmother because his mother was murdered ─ wrongfully they shot her thinking she was someone else. She also was on the streets. At the age of eight or eleven, he had a breakdown and got in a fit of rage with his sister and hurt her badly to the point they put him in a psychiatric ward, on medication, and then diagnosed him with schizophrenia as well.

Since then, he has been wandering from homeless to low-income apartments, and not really welcomed by his family as much. When I met him on the street, Jesus asked, would I pass him up? I then went to tell him Jesus loves him, and he said at that moment he was just asking the Lord, do you see me? He was 20 at the time. We became good friends and invited him to our bible fellowship where he befriended everyone and was so sweet.

However, he would have different episodes just like his father and wondered why the Lord hadn’t delivered him yet. He still had a hunger to serve the Lord, and to know Jesus, and started listening to the messages and following the ministry. He still does and many times has so many questions about why his life is this way and if God loves him. So, what an encouraging message to him and any souls listening who have had such a difficult life like these souls Jesus is talking about.

Jesus continued,

“You see, My beloved brides, the economy of grace and My righteous judgment? That is why I ask continually not to judge yourselves or another. No one knows the truth but I alone and you will all know the truth when you stand before the Father’s throne. You will be surprised as you see the many whom the world never knew, who will be crowned for their lives lived on this earth ─ for the graces that they cooperated with to bring about My will in their lives to finish the purpose and destiny I have for them.

“Many of these souls will not receive recognition on this earth, platforms to share My words, accolades, or praise from man, or even a following, but they never gave up. They kept getting up from their failures and misery and kept trying, they kept coming to Me although they fell ─ they rose and continued to take one step at a time because of their love for Me. Unbeknownst to them, they easily fell into condemnation and discouragement because they compared themselves with other members of the body. They compare themselves with man’s version of Christianity. A life without suffering, trouble, failures, and scandal. Does that even sound like My life? When I walked the earth, I would fit in right with them.

“Besides the miracles, signs, and wonders I had no fruit by the world’s standards, to show in My life. No wife, children, no home to call My own. I lived very meagrely and there were many days I went without food. I was simple and thin. Going from town to town, house to house relying on the charity and providence of others. At the end of My life, I was greatly despised, and forsaken by the world and those who called Me their friend, those I had helped, loved, healed, and saved. I was rejected and despised by them, and then by the church, the religious leaders of the day. They wanted nothing to do with Me. I died in obscurity, but heaven knew, those above the Earth and in the earth knew the impact of My life. Now, the redemption of mankind was made complete as I soon turned back to My Father in great glory.

“So will these souls be, in life and in death. No need to look for man’s validation anymore but rather know, in your death, you will be greeted by the largest crowd you have ever seen running millions of miles wide, cheering you on, clapping for you, hailing your name with great joy and such great love for you upon your own coronation as king or queen in heaven by consenting to this life. You surrendered to aquatinted with sorrow and grief yet still loving Me, still serving Me in your failures, and confessing your faith in Me. You will not be disappointed; you are loved deeply and are known by Me and all of Heaven, My dear souls. You are known, loved, accepted, and chosen for this course of life. Do not be discouraged or dismayed your reward is great in heaven.”

That was the end of Jesus’ message.