Swarms of Lies Stop You From Hearing or Seeing Jesus

Swarms of Lies Stop You From Hearing or Seeing Jesus

April 19, 2020

Hey brothers and sisters and YouTube family! Hope you guys are being blessed. So I want to share with you a message that I received from the Lord. I think it will be a great encouragement to many who have been desiring to see and hear Him as well. So this morning guys it was moving day. Mother and Father Ezekiel are moving from the chapel which they’ve lived in because that was the first building that was built here in the community, to now their official home or hermitage. So it’s been really exciting for mother to move. At the same time it’s moving, and moving entails a lot of work. And so we had to get up early in the morning today and start our day earlier than we usually do around 10 or 11 o’clock. So I didn’t get that much time in prayer and to be honest for the past three days I haven’t had that much time in Dwelling Prayer as I wanted because I spend late nights, you know, doing these messages and editing and then I end up sleeping in late and then waking up in the morning a lot of times interrupted because we’re preparing for moving.

So just really difficult that way, because guys, Dwelling Prayer is my everything! That’s where I find my peace my solace. That’s where I’m strengthened. That’s where I just get to be and just rest in Jesus honestly. So when I don’t have a good amount of length of time for me, I spend hours, you know, with the Lord, I just really need that. And when I don’t I can just really feel that. And so this morning, waking up, my body, guys I just felt like a punching bag. And as I’ve mentioned before for me a lot of times, the crosses and suffering the Lord allows me to bear has been emotional, not really physical. It’s only when I arrived here where I recognized that I began to have pain in my body, and the Lord was allowing me to carry a cross. And so this morning guys, I was feeling it. I was feeling it! Just fatigued and tired and just weary. But we finally got moved in a little bit today. It will probably take us the remaining part of this day to move properly. And then several weeks to organize the place.

Or maybe shorter, who knows? But either say I just definitely been praying for us and ask you guys to pray for us and pray for Jesus in the process. But at the same time, we got a chance to come home early today, because we started early, which was cool. I got a chance to cook dinner for my brothers and talk a little bit. And me and one of my brothers, we were having a conversation. And guys at some point in the conversation, probably for a few seconds, my heart and mind were taken away from all that he was saying, and guys it just felt like an emptiness. I don’t know what it was, an emptiness, and I just said in my heart, “Jesus, I miss you! I just miss you.” And guys I just had like a longing for Him and to the point that I almost, like, wanted to cry.

That’s how deep I felt, you know with this longing, this emptiness, you know. I don’t know where it’s coming from. It may be just the weariness, because of these past three days, working and staying up late. And, I just miss Jesus, you know? Just miss Him! That’s what I was telling him. So He has said in His messages, that when our prayer time is cut short, or is interrupted, that when I have free time, I should just come before Him in faith and hear what He has to say to me, if He has a message. So after dinner, and speaking to my brothers, I decided to just get the laptop and just pour out my heart before Him, and see if He had anything He wanted to add, or share with you guys, and for you guys, because it’s for you guys as well. And so here I just need to write out my heart and I said,

“Hey Lord, I’m here! As you said to come before you in faith. It’s been a weird day today Lord. I felt distant from you Lord. Almost a deep longing. Just missing You. I don’t know if it’s because of the past few days that I hadn’t had long Dwelling Prayer times as I usually do, since we’re helping Mother Clare move, but Jesus I really miss You! I really do! And I just want to rest in you Lord and be held by You, and do nothing else.” (Laughs) Guys that could be my laziness kicking in right there. So I said, “Lord, do You have anything you want to say?” And guys, I can’t believe a song popped in my mind! And it was an old RB song from the 90’s. And it’s called, I Miss You. And the lyrics say, “I miss you. I’m talking to my baby. I miss you.” So I started thinking in my head like, “Wait a minute! Jesus is that from you?!” And He responded,

“My precious, precious one. How I miss you too, so tenderly! I hold you on this rough terrain you are now walking on, and walking up into. Beloved, this void of My presence is for the salvation of souls dear one. It’s not because of anything you have done. Remember we are one and I want you to state that firmly and with confidence when the feelings assail you. The devils would love for you to pull away, then get discouraged, and stop trying to hear my voice, little one. But I won’t allow it. I desire for you to get beyond their traps they’ve set for you, and many of My brides. The rhema I gave you today was to get you to see the demons do buzz around you like little irritating flies. They desire for you to get easily distracted, frustrated, and eventually taken off course, by focusing on them and what they are doing. However, call out to Me my beloved.

Call out to me! Many of My brides have been under attack from an onslaught of demonic swarms. Swarms of little demons of fatigue, weariness, and condemnation. If the demons can make you feel bad about yourself, you start thinking I feel bad about you, and pull away. But I desire you, dear one. More importantly, when I allow you to feel a profound distance between you and I, as you clearly examine your conscience, that I haven’t convicted you of anything, then know it’s a suffering. Many are in need of My presence in this hour. The very little ones that are on the brink of losing their souls and salvation. So I’ve used the grace given to you for My presence to those lowly ones and to draw so many lost to Me. So will you offer this suffering for Me?”

And I responded, “Yes Lord, I will. Because I want others to love You and to draw near to You… but Jesus, I need You too!” Guys, I was feeling like a little toddler, having a pity fit.

And Jesus smiled, “Oh, My little one, what shall I do with you? I can see you doubting even now as you get this message. Come let Me embrace you and hold you for a bit.”

I responded, “Lord tonight, I would love to rest with you.”

And He responded, “Indeed we shall My little one. Just always imaging Me there, right by your bedside, and allow yourself to rest your weary head on My chest. There you will find you solace and peace My little one. I am waiting, and available for you. To all my brides, I’m so present to you all the time. There isn’t a moment I am not with you. Not one. There are many obstacles that hinder you from hearing and seeing Me. I’ve heard the sighs, prayers, and longings from those who have heard these messages, and desired to know Me this way, to see Me this way. May I tell you, it’s not about anointing or a gift. But it’s all by My grace. And I desire all My Brides, all of My Brides to hear and see Me. Not one left out. But you must persevere in our relationship together and must be patient. A relationship takes a while to cultivate, and I must see that you desire Me above anything else, or anyone else, for that matter. Sin is the greatest offense and is abhorrent to Me. Willful sin, that will indeed cause distance between a soul, will be felt. So if there is anything I’ve convicted you of. Or asked of you.

Please adhere to My request for those things stand between us My beloved ones. Then there’s the enemy who uses smoke screens. So many lies. Perverted images in your past, to stop you from coming to Me, out of fear. Fear and shame are the biggest tactics the enemy uses to hinder you from entering into intimacy with Me. Remember, I’ve forgotten all of your sins. I remember them no more. They are as far as the East is from the West, so why do you continue to remember them and allow the enemy to bring them up? I want you to hold every thought captive my dear ones. Renouncing the lies of Satan and pronounce, and renounce your past. That you sins are washed, by My blood and come to Me.

Lastly, the greatest enemy is yourself. Yes dear one. Many hurt Me with your unbelief. Unbelief causes so many to stop pursuing intimacy with Me, or even believing that I am there or present. Do not allow unbelief to hinder you any longer. How can I speak to a bride who doesn’t believe that I’m there, doesn’t believe that I’m speaking to them, and who doubts my very words when I do speak. Many seek Me but don’t trust Me. So renounce unbelief and pride, binding these demons as you come before Me to hear My voice, and I promise you, you will see breakthrough when you write out in faith what you think you are hearing or what you think you have seen. Nine times out of ten beloved, it is I, your spouse, speaking to you or giving you the inspiration. All these things I will do to increase and build your faith. However a time will come when training in discernment comes in. But for now, I’m making way for all my little ones to come to Me."

And that was the end of the message guys. So I just want to pray over you. I pray that you will just rest in the Lord tonight. Father, I just thank you for this word. I pray that your word would go forth and not return void Jesus. Lord, I pray that you would help all of us, Lord. I ask you Lord to forgive us. Forgive us for our unbelief. Forgive us for holding and clinging onto fear and shame Lord, and doubt. Lord I renounce these things. I bind every spirit of fear and shame, the spirit of unbelief and pride. We bind the back up forces, retaliations, we bind the swarms of demons of fatigue and weariness and condemnation right now in the name of Jesus. We cast in the abyss! We bind the back up forces retaliation forces against us in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Lord, I release right now a spirit of faith to rise Lord God. I release a spirit of confidence Lord God in You and trusting in who you are Lord God. And I just ask for grace Father God, for enunciation Lord God, just renouncing unbelief Lord God.

And I ask that we would stand upon Your word Lord God and pronounce that our past has been forgiven, our sins have been forgiven and washed with your blood Lord God. I pray that you would draw us nearer to you Lord God. I pray Father God you would give us a measure of faith. You said if we have faith like a mustard seed, that nothing is impossible for You. So I pray that you release like seeds of faith like mustard seeds upon your beloved bride, that will grow Father God, faithfully and strong, grow into belief Lord God, grow into faith Lord God, trusting You Lord God, coming before you Father God, to write down what they hear and what they see Lord Jesus, and I pray for grace of patience and a grace of perseverance that many of your brides would persevere in this relationship with You Lord God, persevere with every tactic and opposition of the enemy Lord God, and will not stop until they find You Lord. We ask all these things, and Blessed Mother we ask for your continued intercession for all these little ones, all your children and all these beloved brides. We thank you Lord! In Jesus name we pray, amen.

God bless you guys, until the next message.