The Surgery

October14, 2024

It's been a hard trial I have been under. I have this rhema card on my desk that I got several days ago, to remind me, that while I am in the Valley of what feels like the shadow of death the Lord is working everything out.

It said,

“All I know is that I must stay immovable in the hands of the sculpture. I must love Him and endure all He inflict on me to produce the figure He has in mind. He knows how to do it. As for me, I have no idea what He is doing or what He will make of Me. But what I do know is that it is perfect….I must welcome each blow but remain unwavering or worried about it.

And on the back it says

“God is working everything out”

So, I came before Jesus,

Hey, Lord, sorry I’ve been running from You. The pain, the depression, and the sorrow have been so deep.

Jesus began,

“I know, Beloved, I know—because something is dying, that’s why. And it's natural to grieve. You have a loss of all that you thought was good and solid, and now you see it for what it truly is”.   

I said, A hot mess?

Jesus responded,

“A beautiful mess, one that is in the process of being something so beautiful, Beloved, and so great.

“I have come to speak to your heart because I have heard your cry and the plea of the others who have prayed for you. And I no longer want you downcast or paralyzed in fear and doubt anymore.

“You can trust My words to you. Although this has been a cycle, it will not continue this way, Beloved, it will not. Yes, there will be road bumps, hiccups, and setbacks as I mentioned to you before. But a year from now it will not be this way again. So much is happening, so much is changing, and so much is moving that you cannot see.

“You are dealing with deep generational things in both bloodlines and deep habits through bondages that have formed someone's thinking, not to mention the witchcraft.

“They have intensified their prayers against you, and that is why I asked you to intensify your prayers. If you could see what it looked like before—you were surrounded by a shroud of darkness that would have taken you by surprise. But the enemy loses every time because I see all things and I always prepare My anointed ones for battle. Although you feel like this is a surprise attack, (and yes it has taken your breath away, quite literally) you are deeply and strongly anchored in Me. I will not fail you, I promise you that

“Just as I was saying before, a deep infection is being cleaned out, very deep. It has to be cleaned, especially one that has been long-lasting and deep in the tissue. It’s bloody, it's messy, and it stinks even in the process of healing. During surgery, after the cut, which is what is happening, there is always pain. You are in that stage. But My words and love will be the anaesthesia to your soul—you, and the soul that I am doing surgery on.

“Not just in one area of your life but in your and the soul's hearts and renewing your minds. Then after the cut comes the time for the pressing and cauterizing. In any area of infection, there is puss many times, that oozes forth. The deeper and longer the infection the stinker and smellier it is. And that is what happens when I bring all the lies and hidden things to the light. I have cut, and now I am cauterizing the flesh of this area of your life to bring out the infection. So please bear with Me a bit longer “Beloved, from now until the end of the year, as I mentioned. It won’t be easy, but now that you have the picture, when something surfaces you can say, ‘Thank you, Lord, it’s just puss. Thank you for bringing and taking this out.’

“So please allow Me to take it all out. With your permission and cooperation and your prayers continuously for the soul, I will begin to squeeze it out. Remember, just as you are being cut, this soul is the one on the actual surgery table, whether you believe it or not. As I squeeze these infections out it's very painful for this soul as well; painful to come face to face with the reality of their decisions, the consequences, and the choices they continue to make in their life.

“Then a time is coming very soon when I will suture and give this soul stitches to this deep wound and work that I am doing. But even in the healing process, you have to clean the area. There are times [when] puss still oozes out—not because there is an infection but because the wound is not completely healed. So, the more you clean the wound daily, depending on the type of wound you have (giving it air or bandaging it), it heals quickly. That is something I am working on with this soul now. So, once I suture, this soul will allow it to heal quickly and not allow it to open again causing self-harm and damage to themselves to create another infection.

“So, do you understand now what I am doing? That is why I say [that] you both are beautifully in process—it’s surgery being done and there are stages and a process to it to get to the place of complete recovery. The counselling session, one-on-one will be very good for this soul, very good. Father Robby and Caroline being here will be very good for this soul, very good. So that is why I say to you, forgive and let go. Let go, Beloved, of all the pain, bitterness, and especially lies of the enemy. Let it go. He is lying to you and presenting a future that has been your reality, yes, up until now. But is not the reality of the future that I have destined for you. It won't happen.

“I will keep you in perfect peace if you keep your eyes fixed on Me. By the end of the year, you will look back and see what I was doing Beloved, and you will see My mighty hands of a breakthrough as you and this soul rise to be victors over this trial that seems so devastating and debilitating. Don’t worry, My beloved one, don’t worry. I am cleaning and healing actually.

“Take a deep breath, rest in My arms, and truly trust Me. Do not be moved by what you see anymore. Again, remind yourself, when presented with something, sigh, ‘It's just puss. God is cleaning. He will heal and restore.’ You see when I wound I leave beautiful scars that will tell a beautiful testimony of My kindness, power, mercy, and goodness. The scar will be so noxious that you will have to share how you got it. And guess who gets all the glory?”

You do, Lord?

“Yup! I will receive all the glory. So yes, you are in a storm. And yes, I am at the helm of the boat. I awaken to calm the storm in your heart before I silence the waves. Everything is going to be just fine, Beloved. I love you dearly. Receive My kisses of love for you … and this soul”.

That was the end of Jesus’ message

May we all continue to console Jesus in his suffering. Many of us have been getting in the rhemas, “Consol Me”, and also I received that. Jesus is having a trial. He has many and He searches to find someone who will console Him. But he rarely finds any. So be for Him a good bride and console your spouse. I know many are going through various tests and trials. So may the Lord give us the grace to keep in mind that He is also suffering as we suffer. Not just in our sufferings, but the sufferings of others He carries, and He too, needs to be consoled.

God bless you, family. And continue to pray for us!